self-abuser

Most of the times i dun realise how much of a shit i get myself into until i get into it itself...give u a veri good example of yest...

this were the sms dat went tru my phone during the preparation juz b4 the SAF Day Parade rehearsal...

Eric:"hey, feel like going out tonite lei"
Stinko:"huh? do wat?"
Eric:"juz come out la, lets go Zouk maybe..."
Stinko:"okie lo..."

then brudder Lim msgs mi...

Lim:"Yo! Tonite we go Liquid Bar watch soccer followed by Wei's place! Steady?"
Stinko:"okie lo..."

then my ex-boss Old Man James msgs mi...

James:Afternoon! we're getting another jersey set, there's a game tomoro as well, tell mi your size and number if you're in...
Stinko:"L,45"

So wat exactly had i got myself into? i had juz agreed to 2 diff outings after my SAF Day Parade, and a soccer match early next morning...oh damn...

becuz the last time round buddy Eric accompanied mi while i was on depression mode...i felt obliged to return the favor...so i turned down brudder Lim and the tempting liquid bar trip ;P

i went into zouk at a considerable peak time of 12am...expecting the dance floor to be pretty crowded...turns out everyone was watching the england-portugal match...i ended up as one of the viewers as well...and becuz i didnt get into the mood, but still drowned myself in the same amt of alcohol...i got myself a bad headache...the hangover was already starting...and it was onli 2 plus am...i retired for the nite by 3.15am and headed home...juz in time too...cuz i ran to the toilet moment i reached home to pay homage to the toilet bowl...

proceeded to Lala Land at 4 am onli to be awakened by a call early in the morning 9 am...

James:"OIE! WHERE ARE YOU???"
Stinko:"Old man~ sorri...still in bed...hangover"*groans*
James:"its ok, take ur time to come down, your jersey's here...the match has started!"

Before i could say another word...our dear fren hanged up the phone...damn...i had to make my way down...but w/o the soccer stuff...i was determinded not to play...good choice too...the scorching sun was a killer...so i simply showed my face and collected my jersey...i'm a real bastard...yes i am...

spent the rest of the day rotting at home...i'm realli a waste to the human community...

"given a choice, had i known...i would've been spending my time taking care of someone who hadn't been feeling well...but then again...i'm not in a position to do so...sigh...take care..."