to regret or not

Its coming to 5 am...and i'm not asleep yet...and i still gotta go work for awhile later despite being my off day...i'm so gonna regret this...

recently...i did something which i normally do when i'm out of sorts...i noe i'm most likely gonna regret it and nothing good will come out of it...nonetheless i still did it...thats the kind of idiot that i am...

although i guess thats whats realli troubling mi now...i should know better than to dwell on it...since its no longer within my control...(technically i still could...but...) lets go with the flow...

"and so the idiot of a boy has done it again...done something which he know he'll cone to regret..."

Work...and...Work

call me a whiner...but i honestly think i work alittle too much for my own good...cant rem when was the last time i met up with my friends....at least the most of them...time for me to take a step back..even if it means delaying some of my work (not that it already isnt delayed...) there are signs telling me to chill...

1. i'm pretty much hounded by not juz boss but my grassroot leaders and external agencies on the average of every 15 mins...

2. i pretty much can never rem a time when i could sit at my desk and feel that i have finished my work...

3. i rem my chairmen's email better than i can rem some of my closest friends...

and the last straw came last nite when of all things to dream..i dreamt abt work..where everyone...REALLY everyone...bombarded mi for messing up the big event that was yet to happen...people hu noe mi noe i dun usually rem my dreams...sigh...i cant rem dreaming abt smooching a hot lady but i rem getting blasted...

"i should learn from my colleague...carry more balls...this way ur hands will be too full to do any other work..."

Of pretty miss saigons and cheating viets~

And so I have gone and am back from the place famous for the play "Miss Saigon", water puppets, and the Vietcong. To say that it was happening would be an understatement...

1. i lost my voice for all 4 days i was there

2. i got teased all the time with the Viet girls

3. i blushed all the time becuz of that

4. i got cheated cheated of abt US$5 from a cabbie

5. i heard of people hu got snatched of their passports and cameras

6. i got to know my boss a little better...and i dare to say its the same for her...

7. i got to know more of my GRLs, and know them better

8. i showed them my working capabilities (or rather the lack of it...)

9. i'm glad that there were no major cock-ups...(actually i cant realli remember any...)

10. and finally, despite the odds, i actually enjoyed myself :)

"Round 2 for Ho Chi Minh anyone???"

fly...to not enjoy~

a couple of hours from now...i'll be up on a budget airline...flying to a certain part of Asia on the context of a Committee Retreat...and cuz its a retreat...there muz be work done...and unfortunately...the work to be done is gonna be pretty much done by urs sincerely...cuz first of all...all the committee members going, regardless of their positions...are already considered my bosses...so naturally, they wont do much work...

then comes my boss..whose onli reason to bring mi along is to pick up the unglam, unappreciated, un-thanked jobs which will not be recognised..naturally...that means the onli things she'll be doing are all the upfront, wayang stuff...cuz her boss is also going...

so becuz i'm literally the smallest fry at the retreat...i can honestly forget abt trying to enjoy myself...should there be any chance...oh well..

"and i have to work the next day immediately after i'm back..."