Good morning people!!! wahaha! doing mi ITIPJ thingie...had a nap earlier on, pity the other 3 gals in mi team, at this time still up and not having a nap beforehand...so sad...

Mi juz bought bought a new book "The Bartimaeus Trilogy: The Amulet of Sarmarkand" its a story close to Harry Potter :) Thanx to Lingxuan hu got the book for mi! anyway, dun think i can start this book in the near future...even though my 1-week break iz nxt week...sigh

To Max and Doreen, u 2 lovebirds may have quarrels at times, but mi noe dat u 2 luv each other, so treasure each other! u 2 have my most sincere blessings!

To "mother" & "father", u 2 arh...always so mushy...mi see liao kana goosebumps, so jealous, anyway good lah, see u 2 finally find true happiness, after the bad past u 2 had...mi wish u guys all the happiness in the world!

To Sim Lim and Yaocong...make up ur mind!!! wahahahahahaha!!!!

"Meditation is an enlightenment...i do it everyday! wahahaha"
Stinko, aspiring but hopeless philosopher

i've been stuck on wat to blog for the past 20 mins...keep typing then delete and so on...juz dunno how to put it into words really...monkhood isn't so bad after all...it takes away the worries of the world (although there are monks who have bachelor degrees..LOL~) too many things in this world i see and i sigh...gimme the peace and senerity that the world needs bah!

"the environment and background makes a person..."
Stinko, aspiring and forever depressed philosopher

eh...i'm in a pretty bad condition now...i got pretty briused leg...a pretty sun-burnt face...and a pretty aching body...think i'm gonna "meditate" early tonite...although supposed to do my International Business Assignment...dun bother...there's still tomoro...the reason i got those injuries r cuz of a soccer competition today...won the first match by 4-0, but lost the second match 3-1 though...good games on the overall...sigh...juz hate myself that i always "gabra"...sianzzz...some more not power in soccer...

The more i look and think of the world...the more depressed i become...LOL...sad lah...i do believe in karma (thanx to my father!~)...but it juz doesnt seem to affect some people...i see good people around being played by fate, never getting wat they deserve...and evil bastards roaming free like nobody's business...LOL...joking lah...dun listen to mi...

i juz realised...i've got 5 unbuilt Gundam models...OMG...how? like dat lor...wat to do? hope i can finish up these models by the end of the year(its feb onli !!!)...gotta have to curb my interests in them...this hobby of mine realli sucking up my money dry...i think i'll juz go for 1 last model in my midn rite now...and hold it there...dat model costs $160 i think...

Anyway...next week iz gonna be pretty stressful for everybody, soooooo...wish the best for everybody and that things will go smoothly throughout...

going and out...~

"ARGH!!!~ My freaking leg hurts!!! ARGH!!!~"
Stinko, Aspiring but stupid philosopher

他們說城市 男不壞女不愛
怎麼想也不明白 媽媽說真心愛
會愛得很精彩
結果我沒有女孩
笨小孩依然是
堅強得像石頭一塊
只是晚上寂寞難耐

Wish - Something desired or longed for
Hope - To wish for something with expectation of its fulfillment

Both of which i have given up on...y? i dunno...carry on being a 笨小孩 bah...

Gonna have a test in less than 12 hrs time...i have hardly done any revising...i dun like wednesdays...i onli have 2 lessons, but both lessons are taught by lecturers which i dun like...my attitude and mood swing prob seem to be getting frm bad to worse...lol...muz go "meditate" more :)

i always seem to be a step behind...no matter wat i do...whether i noe it or not...maybe dats wat qualifies mi as a 笨小孩~
Anyway, good luck to all for tomoro's test...gambatte kudasai~

"can somebody wake up a 笨小孩's idea? hahaha! "

To those who celebrated Valentine's day, hope it was smooth...to those hu r single...hehe...its juz another day for u and mi...apart frm mi driving lesson in the morning, and my work at suntec, in the evening, mi stayed over at mi fren's place...mi fren actually did a BBQ feast...gotta take my hat off him...Micheal, Cheers!!!! this guy...i would luv to have his guts...or Sean of DIT also...another guy with full of guts and 'balls'...lol...Sean ah, may ur 2 loved ones be blessed forever! To Rick & Krista...u 2 love birds r realli in a honeymoon, and may it stay dat way always :)

the feeling of helplessness iz here again...aiyo..the sch assignments and tests...scary man...i realli wonder how i'm gonna survive this sem...each sem getting more and more slack...despite dat each sem gets harder than the next...how??? like dat lor...wat to do???

this few weeks has been useless...i still get the same thing...in a way...i noe the result at least...nvm...depression has already become a good fren of mine...happiness seems to be so far away now...juz an acquintence...a "hi, bye" fren...

good nite everyone!

"i hope to be enlightened and simplifed one day..."
an as*h*le who hates himself...

there's gonna be alittle bit of getting used to arnd for the future to come...its gonna be a good change :) hey, to the couples out there, happy advanced Valentine's Day...to the singles...there is a big big big big big big big big big big big forrest out there...but mi dun tink any of the trees in the forrest will like the single over here...no matter...my so called "father" told mi, "the more u get bitten, the less shy u get..." wonder y it applies exactly the opposite way for mi...

我以為要是唱得用心良苦　你總會對我多點在乎
我以為雖然愛情已成往事　千言萬語說出來可以互相安撫

期待你感動　真實的我們難相處　寫詞的讓我　唱出你要的幸福
誰曾經感動　分手的關頭才懂得　離開排行榜　更銘心刻骨

我已經相信　有些人我永遠不必等
所以我明白　在燈火闌珊處　為什麼會哭
你不會相信　嫁給我明天有多幸福
只想你明白　我心甘情願　愛愛愛愛到要吐

那是醉生夢死　才能熬成的苦
愛如潮水　我忘了我是誰　至少還有你哭

我想唱一首歌給我們祝福　唱完了我會一個人住
我願意試著瞭解從此以後　擁擠的房間一個人的心有多孤獨

我已經相信　有些人我永遠不必等
所以我明白　在燈火闌珊處　為什麼會哭
你不會相信　嫁給我明天有多幸福
只想你明白　我心甘情願　愛愛愛愛到要吐

讓我斷了氣　鐵了心愛的過火　一回頭就找到出路
讓我成為了無情的Ｋ歌之王　麥克風都讓我征服
想不到你　若無其事的說　這樣濫情　何苦

我想來一個吻別　作為結束　想不到你只說我不許哭　不讓我領悟

"the day a tree accepts this single guy, iz the day this guy attains enligthenment"
Stinko, Aspiring but no hope philosopher...

harlow, back after a break...still pretty sian of everything...no aim rite now...so many things to do...so little time...and best of all...dun feel like doing...sigh...the forum box server seems to have broke down...gotta find another forum box...
everything is in a stalemate...stagnant...

i have "45" sitting 10 metres across mi...i see myself and i sigh...why???cuz mi noe mi stupid...noe cannot get still think abt it...dunno wanna get her a present for v day or not...shld i waste my money after the amt i spent??? i'm a little broke liao...some more now got the new insurance to support...sian....................may be going ktv later...go sing sad love song...

小叮噹　不愛回家喫飯
寧願在大安公園捉迷藏
看明月光　低頭不思故鄉
寧願看漫畫不聽媽媽的評彈

孩子們只會貪玩　父母都只會期望
為什麼天南地北不能互相體諒
蟋蟀對著螳螂　有什麼東西好說
shall we talk shall we talk
好像過去牽著手去上學堂

# 請你說　我們為何變成陌路人的模樣
請你說　還有什麼比沈默更難堪
難道互相隱藏
就能避免了失望
表白有什麼可怕
請你不怕為難不要拐彎

屏幕閃亮　兩個人一起看
什麼都不談只敢打著官腔
情侶的晚餐　白開水一樣淡
寧願面對著一部電腦無事忙

情侶都善於說謊　大人都會向錢看
為什麼天南地北不能互相體諒
蟋蟀對著螳螂　有什麼東西好說
shall we talk shall we talk
好讓我們重新認識別隱瞞

Repeat #

請你說　請你說出心裡難以承受的傷
不能說　除非我們早已忘記了愛的力量
聊天只能假裝　表情需要勉強
何必把這種遺撼　帶到未來的天堂

天黑黑　孩子們不在身旁
都跑到外面幹活愛吃便當
and shall we talk 只有樹葉搖晃
沈默到聽得見那如歌的行版

"Life is never fair...so get over it..."
Aspiring but stupid philosopher, Stinko