lost and confused

eh...it might still be a little too early, but i dunno how celebrate my bday this yr...first of all, wat i wanna do, then i gotta decide hu to call...i def cant call everyone like last yr...where i realli compromised catching up with some of my frens...and i dun wanna get wasted again...soooo...sigh...i'm lost...damn...

dat aside..starting from today, for the next 3 weeks, i tell myself i'm gonna work out everyday...run twice a day if i could even...i seriously gotta lose some weight in order to fit back into my clothings...damn...

also...i gotta clear my room...again...as there's a new glass shelf to accomodate now...i try to clear my room when i can now...but there juz seems to be endless rubbish...damn...

oh yar! i wanna get a tan too!!! imp!!! i dunno wanna be the fair boy back in poly days!!~ sleeping beauty also wants mi to get a tan...so i shall...i'll make a point to bring a book down to read while tanning...and hope i dun fall asleep and burn myself...ouch...damn...

"saying is one thing...doing it is another..i need the determination to do it!!!!"

Exams over, wat now?

the past week has been pretty mentally draining for mi...seriously...juz glad that i'm through with my 2nd semester...well...another 10 more to go...

last sem, after our last paper...the usual gang had dinner and ktv session, and this sem, the same thing happened...i swear, it was not on purpose...might become a trend though...

upon reaching home...wasted no time with my "get fit in 3 weeks" plan by running a short distance with some light static exercises (its PROGRESSIVE TRAINING!)...

my weird mood did not stop there, as i started to clean up my room once again...to think i supposedly cleared during my last holidays, oh well...my room looks like a pig sty now...not dat i mind...

on a side note...as my desktop has decided to give up on mi...i can onli borrow my sis's lappy to log on net...sigh...sad...

"its been a while since i've been the philosophical mi...very long while...i miss the dreamy philosophical mi...damn..."

i rem the dayz when i first saw my men as recruits...and the variety of them...the "blur like sotong" kind, the "act garang but cry alot" kind, and the "do, do lor!" kind...those were the dayz

its been its been 6 months since i have ORD...and since the last i've seen them? my men have changed much...juz as i have...however, my men are soon approaching their ORD date too...but not without their "baptism of fire"

monday nite, they were gonna fly off to Taiwan for their inevitable ATEC, and Brigade Exercise...and mi, being the sentimental fool...made a trip down to the airport to see them off...as well as catch up with some of them...see how they were doing...i'm glad i made the long trip...

i managed to talk to not juz the men but also some of my fellow peers who had ORD-ed the same time as me...the sense of nostalgia... :) oh well, wish them the best for their trip to Taiwan...

"to console my men that going to taiwan is a good experience, i kept telling them dat compared to Brunei, Taiwan is a garden...and the gals there will leave u wanting more of course..."