i hate myself...i realli do...forever the procrastinater...if i do fail this sem...i think i do deserve it...

"All you have to decide, is what to do with the time that is given to you..."
Gandalf to Frodo

supposed to study for exam now...but end up playng com...and look at the time...sighzzz...no
determination watsoever...haven learn mi lesson from last sem...
life iz pretty unfair dun u think so???
some people r juz born with all the luck...ahhh....brains, looks, friends, love, family, money...but a fren of
mine told mi "a truly happy man is not one who has high demands and expectations, he is instead
one who aims for simplicity~" i wish i can be like dat truly happy man...but i'm a greedy guy...sad to say...
if the world went back 65 thousand years...being a truly man might have been possible...cuz how the world
works at dat time izzz truly simple...unless u get eaten by a dinosaur....wahahaha!!! (its a cold joke)
then again...come to think of it...i think i'm pretty lucky to be where i am today...but i keep up with my
slacker attitude...i dunno where will i end up...most likely on the streets bah...

i think i better go sleep...god...i need someone to wake up mi stupid idea.....

my exams r a week away, and i haven started my revision. supposed to be revisingh now but end up
surfing the net...and i'm sick again...gonna see a doc later...quite a few things up my mind recently...
but all the serious thinking will onli come after the exams...some times i juz wish i can read people's mind
this way...i'll always noe wat to do...but then again...if i do...won't i be a scary person??? imagine u r toking
to someone and that guy noes all that u r thinking...everyone wld avoid him liao...
sometimes i think that i think too much for my own good...too much pondering will lead ur mind to places
tht u dun have to go to...
anyway...going back to my story...dat'll materialise after mi exams...wahahahahaha!!!!
so be patient.....meanwhile.....gimme some ideas will ya???

Min na! Ohio gozaimasu! it's been awhile now...all my projects r done...though not up to my lecturer's
expection...realli dissapointed her...mi and my itchy fingers...my part was working except it was less
dynamic...so mi wanted to go do something special...ended up screwing my whole part....damn...i seem to
have a knack for screwing things up at the crucial moments...biz comm presentation went fine though...
when the projects were over...i was like thinking of so many things which i wanted to do...clean up my room,
reformat the com, fix the wireless LAN problem, get the spare speakers connected to my amplifier...and a
few other stuff....then i suddenly realised...i still got my exams...so anti-climatic...

anyway, i'm still thinking of the fantasy story...it'll take time i reckon...J.R.R Tolkien took 20 years to write
LOTR...so i think it'll me another few weeks to months before something might happen...hehe! :)

ending off now, but i would like to end it off with my sincere apologies to all group members...guys...i'll
dissapointed u all, and Mdm Tay as well...very sorry~

doing my asp codes in sch now...i got a feeling i'm gonna dissapoint alot of people in the coming few days
...reason is dat...i'm not doing my part...today this sudden sense of guilt kicked mi in the ass...damn...
now i'n trying to work at the eleventh hour...for the guys working with mi...very sorri...kome nasai~

anytime at all
just hear this song
any days too long
just turn it on
with or...
without me holding you at all...

trying to revamp this blog...the whole layout sux big big time....

i think my final exams r 3 weeks away!!! AAAAHHHHH!!!!! wat do i do???? wat do i do???? supposed to study...
but i'm not....sigh...so many probs...sigh sigh sigh!!!~ wat happen to my fantasy mythical story??? (those hu read my
blog before i restarted everything will noe wat i'm toking abt...

sometimes...u juz noe dat u'll be in deep shit if u dun buck up...and yet u still do not do anything abt it...well...thats
what i'm feeling now...damn i hate myself...