i think mi play too much liao...cuz i'm feeling terrible!!! mi slept for half the day today (or rather yesterday...), feeling veri veri terrible, but despite dat mi managed to do ok~ for my driving lesson today...onli stalled the car once! wahaha, next lesson on thursday, gonna have the lesson in the morning then followed by the driving simulator in the afternoon! hehe, hope its a good sign dat i can go for the test soon!!! cuz i've come to enjoy driving...and the convenience of it!!! hehe!

these few days, quite abit of things came across my mind...something which has been eluding me for quite awhile now (can understnd actually, considering the person that i am...) ~ eh....dunno u guys get wat i mean anot...anyway, maybe its time i took real hard action? all these time mi has been making only passive actions, small things here and there, and not going further...things like dat...mi now suddenly have this feeling to go all out...dun realli care abt the consequences anymore...i think u guys noe wat i mean...sigh...give mi ur blessings pple...

"there's only so much hope in a person that when you totally break that hope...you break that person as well...causing him to drift his life away"
Stinko, ever the stupid philosopher~

Happy birthday to Yaocong!!! and Happy early birthday to Xinhui!!! haha, gonna celebrate their bday later at seet wei hse...gonna have to do alittle preparations, hehe! i'm now having fun like everything's over liao although it isnt...but i dun give a damn!!!!! wahahahahaha!!!

Actually...this sem has taught mi a few things...i cant survive without my frens, and the frens i have now...they are the best i can ask for...thanx guys...u noe hu u r...and to others out there, if u ever hurt my frens in anyway...dun expect mi to be easy on u...u can bet on it!!!

"its often said, but not heeded...treasure the people around you...or else you'll really regret it"
Ever the philosopher, Stinko

Finally, itipj is over...its good...in a way...no more major worries...to my grp members, sorri i didnt contribute enough...sigh...u gals did a good job! (i'm the onli guy in the grp...) now no more worries...playing liao...IMMEDIATELY! cuz mi now at yaocong hse liao, so are the other guys, they playing mahjong, mi playing com...

i got a few things which i have put on hold for awhile now...wanna get back into it...gonna resume to my regular gym visit...gonna get back to my driving lessons, put on hold for a month already...gonna try to get mi license b4 the spacewagon is gone...wanna have a try!

Oh yar...didnt mention it b4...mi going to China for a holiday with mi family...mi mum wants to travel with the family together every chance possible as she doesnt know when her knee will give way to the osteophorisis...gonna make her enjoy this trip!!!

To the ppl reading this...i wish the best to all of u! stay H&H! (healthy and happy...)

"when will happiness come my way?"
Stinko~

there is an emotion which i cannot explain...i'm suddenly qutie serious (those hu noe mi noe how slack i am...), maybe its cuz mi Biz Com and ITIPJ presentation is 2 days away, but i think it a little too late...mi feel so sorri for the group which i'm in...cannot contribute in anyway...sian...anyway, i hope to get this whole thing over with asap...i believe i would be going to have a wild time after wed's 2 presentations...maybe go crazy at a PUB or at someone's place...may the gods above give mi the blessing to get past these 2 days "unharmed"...

"It is at times like this when one hopes to experience a miracle..."
Stinko...sighing through this period....

u noe... i used to think that my only career that is left suitable for mi was a businessman...now...i no longer think that...why is dat??? cuz i dun noe how to grab opportunities...or rather i dunno how to make good use of these opportunities...in turn...these opportunities juz leave...sigh...and u neber noe when they r gonna come back...if i am such a person who doesnt noe how to grab these opportunities and make full use of them....how am i gonna be a good business man...???

i've suddenly realised a pattern...in pri sch...i was onli ever seriously interested in 2 gals...in sec sch...i was also onli ever serious in 2 gals...and now in poly...i have also onli ever been serious in 2 gals...another similarity...i have been rejected by all the gals...simple to figure out...maybe being gay is good afterall...

"sigh...should there be any words dat can describe mi...its...failure...and i fully agree and submit to this word..."
Stinko...ever the useless philosopher

Wat has the world come to nowadays....sigh....i see so many things that i dun wanna see...frens getting hurt, frens crying, ppl backstabbing, ppl onli thinking abt saving their own ass...its real sad... realli sad...this sem has made mi see alot of things...alot of things i never saw in the past...especially during this period...sometimes i think of my own prob, and i compare it to the probs dat my frens r having....i find that my prob is way more shallow than wat they r facing...sometimes...in order to be a good guy...u have to let the bastards and bitches have their way...sigh...i believe in buddhism...and i believe in karma...but why the hell arent these assholes given wat they deserved...its realli hard to be a good guy....it realli is...

i want this period to be over ASAP...its too tiring to even live through one day...sigh...

"a leopard never changes its spots......rather...there are only more spots over the time...and these r usually bad spots...if u noe wat i mean..."

sigh...times are bad...realli bad...bad for mi...i lost my portable harddisk from the IT fair at 250 bucks...2 weeks later...lost in school...heart break man...and also a whole lot of projects are coming up this period...CRM, MR, XML test, ITIPJ, biz comm...sigh...and i still cant find a motivation to keep mi going...prevent mi frm slacking...sigh...

if there is anything that is going rite...it is abt the family...family car to be exact...finally changing it...after 7 yrs of Mitsubishi Spacewagon...father decided to go for a Toyota Altis...not that he didnt like the old car...juz dat the car was giving a little bit too much probs lately...so he tot of changing car sooner rather than later...now with the new car...sigh...family's finance might be stretched alittle...so all the more make mi more determind to contribute to the family ASAP!!!~

"Amazing but true...all spiders are poisonous...only that most species do not have big enough fangs to penetrate the skin..."