SHE's the one!

becuz i'm penny-wise but pound foolish...becuz i'm too fickle-minded and becuz i like them...i agreed when a fren of mine asked to mi go see the SHE concert...most ex tixs no less! but after last nite, i have totally no regrets...why??? the seats my fren managed to get were the premier seats at row 4!!! HOW RARE IZ DAT???? i was juz like 15m away from the stage? i was so close dat Ella could notice mi jumping up and down like a crazy ass and acknowledge mi not once but twice :P

ok, so i'm ashamed dat i was acting like a typical teenage screaming fan...but all in the name of fun, laughter, peace and joy rite? anyway...after the concert we walked from indoor stadium all the way to the makan sutra place at esplanade...long walk...

today...i'll be at another concert...its Hoobastank! i didnt even noe they were coming...i'll working as an usher though...at least i get to earn some pocket money...the onli sian thing is dat i'll be booking in tonite...sigh...

"last yr at this time...i was in Chinatown with that special someone enjoying the fireworks...those were the days..."

highly irritable Me

so passes another week...much has happened...since i booked in last week, i had no fewer than 3 men who told mi their girl juz left them...it doesnt help that one them even had their bank sucked dry first...sigh...its such a evil cycle, guys losing their gals during our NS...

i gotta admit though...the guy whose bank got sucked dry is taking it pretty well...the other 2...cuz of other factors other than their gals...have attempted suicide...cool rite??? i've never been the counsellor or grand advisor but to walk away when they approach mi for a listening ear would be to much of being a bastard...so i sat there for 3 hrs listening to them...dun misunderstand...i'm not complaining...in fact...i got a little sense of satisfaction in that they're comforatble enough to tell mi such stuff...hmmm......

while these men of mine r struggling with probs of theirs...i have my own probs to settle...i'm starting to get veri irritable...realli...anyone i see in the company slacking or going out of line...i'll bite them...realli...i'll piss them off, they'lll usually bite mi back too of course...

juz dun get it...if somethings have to be done, IT HAS TO BE DONE!!! some more as a commander u shld be more responsible...but NOOO!!! some people juz decide to act blur and think dat nothing has happened...

on another note...i'm looking at the courses offered at SIM rite now...but the courses dat i want doesnt coincide with the time dat i can commit myself...not even if i disrupt my NS...sigh...how how how how how how how???

"lets juz hope i get over this highly irritable mi and get on with life ;P"

Fate playing tricks...

As if one of us section commanders had to leave the comapny last week wasn't enough...my OC had to break more bad news to us...another 3 of us were gonna be posted out of the company...i wasn't one of them...but the 3 who had to go were 3 of the most capable section commanders among us...sigh...

the whole grp of us r rite now in a veri sombre mood...after all these things happening, who noes what will happen in the future rite?

on another note...this weekend i told myself not to go clubbing as i've been sucked pretty dry last week from a certain tequila girl in Momo..BUT!!! buddy Jon has to tempt mi by telling mi dat St James Powerstation was having a NUS bash...(*%^%#%^$)^*&%%$...so i went lor...BUT!!! this time i drove..so i could tell myself i wont drink...much! onli 2 screwdrivers wat!

"Jon...u better gimme better road directions next time...i toured from ur place in CCK to Jurong then finally back home...(*)^&*&^%&%*^%* "

what to do???

i've been looking at some of the degree courses at SIM to further my studies...and the ones i'm interested in start in july/august...now thats not ok...cuz i onli attain my ORD in sep...i currently have 2 options...

one is to serve out til sep when i am an ORD personnal aka NSman, and find work for a year b4 starting my course next year, so i could sustain my insurance premiums......or i could try to apply for my course now and ask for to disrupt my service, and come back to serve my remaining time during my holiday break...sigh...how?? how?? how?? tell mi how?????

"either way i choose...i noe i'm regret it later...i'm that kind of person...fickle-minded..."

between being Borat and Stinko

Now dat i'll finished reading "The Game"...i intend to do something abt the way i carry myself...to be the suave new mi! to transform from the AFC dat i am now to a PUA who can sarge gals from the AMOGs' noses with my peacocking antics, structured openers, various methods to ensnare a gal's attention...and ultimately own her! :P (i think hardly anyone has juz understood any of the jargons dat i have juz mentioned...but...hu cares?)

BUT...b4 i can start to go abt this change of mine...something tells mi i'll never be able to achieve it...reason being...

close buddies of mine would noe...i dun exactly have the best of determination...and i'm easily talked into things and change my decisions at the last moment...to put it short...i'm fickle-minded and easily influenced...

this is a prob cuz after watching "Borat"...with my camp mates also having caught the show, almost anything that we do will somehow relate to the foolish and dumb acts of Borat...

how to start changing for the better when all i noe is to mimic Borat in everything i do u tell mi???? sigh...

"maybe...juz maybe...girls like guys like Borat? this way...i can act stupid and still achieve being a PUA...imagine...a suave Borat!"

The name is ko...Stinko~

i have finally finished reading "The Game" by Neil Strauss...wonder why i took so long...i have since lent the book to my look-a-like buddy Alvin...he's already almost halfway thru the book...

if u r wondering wat is "The Game"....it's abt a writer hu decides to change his life from being a AFC(Average Frustrated Chump) to a PUA(Pick Up Artist) and to his own surprise...a mPUA(master PUA)...it has changed his life...for both good and bad...

juz for ur info...the book is non-fiction...as in...its real...and the writer? its Neil Strauss himself...no joke...soooo.....maybe it has come to my mind...maybe i could try as well? hu noes rite? i might end up as a Cassanova or Don Juan De Marco ;P

"everyone in the underworld of pickup has a moniker instead of using their real names...Neil called himself Style...i should call myself Stinko!"

New Year...old mi~

so i had to serve COS duty on New Year's Day...first day of the year, wat a way to start the new yr...sign of things to come...not dat i'm realli complaining...cuz i was almost undisturbed the whole day...so i could sleep and play my PS2 all i want...

if u thought i went crazy partying on the 31st Dec...then ur veri veri wrong...cuz i'm not a party animal(*crosses fingers*)...i was at Brudder MY's new place, with some of my closest buddies...

onli left at 5am...reach home juz nice pack my bags and book in camp le...and after 24 hrs of being stuck in camp...i'm out again...onli to prepare to book in tonite...damn...

"wat will 2007 be for mi? i realli wonder...for the first time in my 21 yrs..."