add 1 more gundam to the collection, i 4got that i had successfully bidded for a Wing gundam O ver.ka, its a special ed gundam...sigh...more burden, lighter wallet

feel damn guilty now...reason...for wat happen today...and yesterday...mi blew mi top at mi entre group members...without any valid reasons...still hate my temper...sorry guys...so very sorry...

again on today, our CC(Course Coordinator) came over to give us a "surprise" childrens' day gift, a box of Merci chocolates. dunno y but felt something in my heart, this lecturer really different lah, its my fortune dat she's our CC.

one more thing, got an internet marketing test on thur...luckily have the whole of tomoro to revise...sigh...even then...hope there's enough time...

"whatever we see in life now...there is something more to it...only the enlightened will see whats beyond life itself...it is something so profound...yet attainable by everyone...as long they are willing to open up and see"
A rough sketch of buddhism...interpreted by stinko

damn sian...because of all the mooncakes surrounding mi...i have put on more weight...die...sian...sigh...ARGH!!! finally done my entre report liao...sigh...

i juz realised that i have in all 7 gundam models to build...WTH!!!

1. 1/100 Kamper
2. 1/144 Gundam Astray Red Frame
3. 1/144 Gundam Astray Gold Frame
4. 1/100 Aegis Gundam
5. 1/100 Gundam Astray Red Frame
6. 1/100 Gundam Astray Blue Frame Second L
7. 1/60 Freedom Gundam

( -_-")

i think mi gonna sell off mi second item...too many to do le...oh damn...wat have i got myself into...i shouldnt even be thinking abt mi gundams...mi shld be thinking abt mi sch work!!! AHHHH!!!!

"there is a balance to everything, including us humans, that is why there is such a thing as karma..."
Stinko...your everyday philosopher~

there's gonna be something every week now...its either a test, a presentation or a project...this is so veri the bad news...considerering the slacker nature in mi...sigh...

-i gotta do a presentation on Biometrics(anybody got an idea wats daT?)
-prepare a brief assesment on my web service...
-another project on Internet Marketing...
-do up a financial report on my Entreprenuership final presentation...
-prepare for a test which is gonna be in say...8 more hrs time???

ohhh....it looks pretty bad...worse part is mi haven finish mi revision(haven even read thru the notes once...) and i already feel like i'm going to "meditate"...

"There is so much to life for us to explore...but knowing too much will burden yourself more often than not...hence...i believe that finding the balance between knowledge and ignorance is a true bliss..."
Stinko...drowsy philosopher on the verge of ~meditating~

i'm feeling veri down...sian...i seem to be so unattached to the world...to everybody...let mi tell u wat happen to mi today(or rather yesterday)...

in the morning...woke up to do my JAVA...work work work til lunch time...then after lunch go sch lor...enthu to carry on mi work...then...there was something strange...none of mi classmates were to be seen...hmmm...funny rite??? dunno lah...mi grp gals were taking a rest..."father" and "mother" go out liao...then the other guys nowhere also...so call them lor...had to call them a few times b4 picking up mi call...seems like they had some plan to go to 1 of the guys place to carry on their work...so mi bo pian lor...come sch 5 min onli go out to find them again...

then at the guy's place...onli managed to do a veri tiny bit...sigh...as mi laptop spoil...veri bad...wanted to go back sch to do...but was feeling terrible (rem i told u i was gonna fall sick?)...so made mi way home lor...wanted to see a doc but father told mi to go tomoro morning...so ok lor...

then at night while staring mi JAVA codes away...mi chatted with another guy on msn...this guy...though he didnt go sch or anything...knew abt all the guys' plans...and even told mi something i didnt...dat the guys were gonna stay over at one of their places to do JAVA...i was with the guys whole afternoon and they didnt even tell mi abt it...sigh...tells u something bah...

sigh...mi felt so left out man...come to think of it...i dun think the guys wanted mi to follow them in the afternoon...shld have guessed...thinking too slow...nvm...i'll see wat i can do on my own bah...

somehow mi juz feel so used...sigh...during the period where the same batch of us guys had to do a job dat required alot of moving around driving...i was the one driving for 3 days straight...if not for the fact i was the onli one with the driving lesson...i doubt i would have been asked along for the job...sigh...now dat mi sux at JAVA...none of the guys care where i am...or watever i'm doing...

sigh...mi no mood to do mi java now...i dun realli care if i fail or not now...wat the hell...

"maybe staying detached from the world is a good thing...u wont be used...and be treated like a fool..."

PS: To those who know who i'm refering to...pls keep this to urself...thanx...i dun wanna talk abt this to the guys...they'll juz think i'm oversensitive(maybe i am...) and always gonna throw mi temper anytime at them...mi dun wan dat...