shagged out...

after last week's double killer of having Comms and Psycho test on the same day...and mugging those days b4 dat...i practically did nothing over the weekend...partly wanting to take a break...partly cuz i couldnt find the motivation to do anything related to studies.

but...homework is homework so i dragged my sorry arse out of bed in the wee hours of 4 am the finish them up...now that i'm done...here i am filling space...think i shld go for a run? (ate too much...too much input...not enough output...)

"sleeping beauty came up with some ideas for my Comms project...sweet!"

Miracles do happen~

becuz i noe i will onli rot my arse away if i went home straight after sch, and becuz i got 2 major tests...ON THE SAME DAY!!! and becuz i haven started revising on anything yet...i decided to stay back after sch today to do some revision...

so i actually realli realli realli sat down for a full 2 and a half hrs in the library to do my psycho revision...so now i know the diff btwn a methodological behaviorist and a radical behaviorist...or do i? damn...

anyway...after i got home...as expected...i did rot for awhile...with late dinner of course...but a sudden urge of craziness came over mi...b4 i knew it...i was in running attire...

i gotta admire myself for the stupid things i do sometimes...juz 2 nites back i had already tortured myself with 10km...and lagging my usual time by 8 mins...getting a weird feeling in my right knee joint...yet...yet i still went for a run...

so i did run a little better...so the weird knee feeling wasnt too bad...so i did feel juz a tiny winny bitsy bit better...still...doesnt change the fact tat i was still 1 min over short of my usual timing...and i was actually crazy enough to run when i got a morning class tomoro...omg...i'm so not gonna be able to wake up later...

"methodological behaviorists, radical behaviorists, biological psychologists...next thing they'll throw psychiatrists and social psychologists in my face..."

long delayed...

after weeks of countless procrastination...i've finally gone for my regular 10km run...and high time too...the fats r realli starting to pile up...and though i still clocked slightly under an hour...i was 8 minutes off my normal time...bad...shows how bad i've become...

i think becuz its been too long since i worked out...towards the last stretch of the run i felt something weird in my right knee joint...it feels weird even now...lagi bad...shall have to take it even slower now...damn...

talking abt long delayed...i've got 3 weeks worth of communications portfolio to be done, 1 english journal, 1 english exercise, 1 psycho yest, 1 comms test, and the realli realli mentally draining comms presentation content to think abt...sigh...how la how...

"controversy aside regarding vanessa hudgens...i realli think she and sleeping beauty look alike..oh how sweet they look!"

emo boi alert...

juz compared to a couple of days ago when i was so delighted with finally taking my IC...i suddenly feel pretty sad now...oh well...

have u ever done so much for someone...but not get the recognition, and instead dat someone can mention abt other people instead...but come to think of it...u ain't supposed to even exist! no one noes u're with each other...its another guy they noe of...so wat u care for? well...dats the thing...why? why in the first place do so much? i guess i'm a sucker for all things dat torture mi in the end...

"i'm gonna have a nitemare of a maths quiz in a few of hrs...yet i've onli slept for say...3 hrs...and with mi feeling so lousy now? damn...bad feeling..."

MY PINK IC!!!!!!! MY PRECIOUS!!!

becuz i onli had 1 lesson today in the morning, i haven seen something which belongs dearly to mi for the past 2 yrs, and becuz i'm obliged to do so...i dragged my lazy arse back to camp to complete my medical check up and get my PINK IC!

BUT!!! becuz the NSF in army somehow have their intelligence level go down one notch...i had to go thru so much more trouble and throw so much more temper to get back my precious IC...

1 of the bothersome steps to my ORD was to have a dental checkup...but becuz i was too busy being involved in the army open house dat i had no time to go for it...hence...during one of the days when i was free from class to go back...the dental clerk...thru the phone tells mi

clerk: hello, mindef dental center
stinko: hi, can i ask if the dental officer is around today, i'd like to do my dental check up for ORD
clerk: when u ORD? how come so late then do? cannot, which unit u from? can onli do from 9am to 9.30am onwards
stinko: huh? onli 9 to 9.30? even if there aren't any other appts in the afternoon for the doc?
clerk: yes!
stinko: then if dats the case, i'll never get to ORD, cuz i cant make it in the morning...then if my OC and CO asks mi why i cant ORD? shall i quote watever u juz told mi?
clerk:...
stinko:...
clerk:2pm later ok for u?

now i thought dat would have been the end of such dumbness...i was soooooooo wrong...now after my dental, i had to take a blood test b4 i could see the doc...so 2.05pm(the dental took less than 5 mins...) i walked into the medical center...

stinko: hi, can i have my blood test for ORD FFI?
medic: oh, u can onli take ur blood test in the morning, between 9am to 11am
stinko: huh? how come?
medic: no how come, always been the case...(medic then walks away...)

i told sleeping beauty abt this and her reply? "then shoot the medic back say next time enemy attack tell them onli attack in the morning, cuz afternoon dun entertain anyone..."

becuz of dat i had to rush from class to the medical centre to have my blood test...(*^*&$^%&$**^&($&&*(&(*&%%%%$#*onli hope dat was the lsat i had to endure of idiotic encounters...but NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! finally when i could have my appt with the doc to certify mi today

stinko: hi, i'm here for ORD FFI...
medic: ur from 5 SIR? i'm sorri...ur MO(Medical Officer) is not around, u'll have to come back another day
stinko: huh? dats bull crap man! ur telling mi dat if my dear MO doesnt come for 1 whole month then i cant ORD as well?
medic: yup, i cant help u...
stinko: i noe u cant..dats why ur a medic..so to say during wartime the onli person who can save 5 SIR personnal is our dear MO and not any other MO?
medic:...
stinko:...private XXX...u might not care abt mi...cuz i'm juz a small fry...but i can simply juz relay the conversation we juz had to my superiors...now it wont hurt mi...cuz i'm leaving soon...but u juz new here rite? how bad do u think ur life will suffer? should this incident go up to the top?
medic:...
stinko: some more ur a medic...aren't u supposed to care? not warm ur seat all day long saying "sorri, i cant help u!"??? now...i ask again...can i see the MO for my ORD FFI?
medic: i'll ask the mindef MO...

and VOILA! i got my signature and b4 i knew it..i had my pink IC in my hand!!! wahahaha! threatening people with higher authorities works everytime!!! oh yar...if i might add...the dental clerk looked nerdy, the first medic looked like he could break if the wind blew too strong...and the 2nd medic? qualified for the amatuer sumo wrestling contest...oh well...guess this post has been too long...

"My OC says i'm fat liao...i told him it justifies me as a ORD personnal...then i wave my pink IC in front of him ;P"

STUDY??? HUH???

since graduating from poly...i've hardly studied...not even when i was on course for my Mortar training...hmmm...and now...onli into my second week of studies, i have 3 tests already...WTF~

another prob iz my camp...one thing y i didnt sign on(at the back of my crazy mind...i did consider...)...was dat...there were too many redundant protocols and people were juz too rigid with them...becuz of all these...i have to make a number of trips make to camp juz for less than 10 mins of admin stuff...aiyoyo...where the hell is the efficiency and effectiveness in dat???????????????????????? juz hope i can get my pink IC on fri...if not have to wait til next week le!!!

"1 quiz down...2 to go!!! but i haven started!!! NOOOOOOO!"