Mental and Physical Fatigue

The World Cup duties, along with the added workload at work is really taking a toil on this prematurely ageing body...

I've said this for the dunno how many times...i seriously need to lose weight...for more reasons than one...

I seriously am fantasizing about just impulsively travel alone one day..be it to drive into Malaysia and hit Thailand, or buy a ticket to who knows where to see whats next..just as long as I can escape from where I am right now...

It's so tiring that I have got to be other people's support but I can't find my own strength nor from someone else...

I've taken the break up much harder than I thought I would...but I believe its for the better for both parties...I only hope we move on to better our lives from here on out...

Headphone girl recently wrote a very touching piece on FB...perhaps its cuz i miss creative and expressive writing, perhaps its cuz i'm pretty delicate right now..perhaps it was really really that well written...but i teared reading it...

ah wells...

I might just make it a habit of only ever updating this blog once a year.

I miss writing, but every time I do, I find myself whining like a spoilt brat..not good...

I find myself still arguing with anybody...including myself, not good indeed...

I do find the need to motivate myself to work better, and be more responsible..and decisive...

I have been told that I am not the most decisive person in the world, and it can be infuriating to others and even myself at times...

I no longer now have to be responsible not just for my own words and actions, but also those of other people whom I'm supposed to supervise and undertake..its a challenge, which I hope I can take it in my stride and come out a better person from it...

I would think that being a better person, not just for yourself, but also for others, is a never ending duty, task, work, ideal, etc until the day you leave this place...its not easy...but I think anything good never is anyway...

I would like to think that i am a fortunate young man, who has life going for him, if not for his short and hot temper, low metabolism, high appetite, low tolerance for bullshit, and lazy-mindedness (if that's a word)...

So many I's....so self-centred I am...heh

Until the next time :P