Monday, December 29, 2003

Found this blog template while surfing around...decided to change, looks pretty good doesn't it??? hehehe!!sch's gonna reopen!!! aiyo....and i'm gonna have a busy schedule up ahead of mi...mi driving...aiyo!!! now juz waiting for Harry Potter's 6th book, meanwhile reading 'The Simarillion' , its a compilation of stories that are related to LOTR in one way or another, veri veri veri chim stuff....dunno why mi into reading nowadays...anyway, once again, a very Happy New Year to all in advance!!!

Friday, December 26, 2003

Harlow people...A belated Merry Christmas to all, and er...good boxing dat too! :) hope everyone enjoyed
themselves? i dod, pretty tired now though...mi new year countdown plans seem to gonna shag mi out too,
as it clashes with mi driving lessons...no matter...wanna enjoy myself...most important cuz sch reopening
liao! Mi finished reading the first 4 of Harry Potter's books liao, now reading the last few chapters of the last
book...if there is one thing that Harry Potter and i have a similarity on...it would be handling gal matters...
people who read the books would know wat i mean :) Juz wanna wish everyone a Happy New Year ahead in
advance, cheers people!

"I would not say do not cry, for not all tears are shed in times of evil"
Gandalf the White, to the hobbits on setting off for the Grey Havens

Thursday, December 18, 2003

damn!!! mandy moore's coming out with a new movie!!! and i haven even watched her last one...!!!! argh!!!
dun care...muz find "how to deal"!!! her new movie's called "chasing liberty", damn she's good!!! cant wait!!!
anyway, caught "crazy first love" liao, good show! go for it!!! also caught "LOTR:return of the king"!!! its
one hellava show!!! cannot miss!!! i think i'm gonna be catching it another few more times...i'm mad...
(i sound like a movie critic) anyway, 3/4 done with one of my gundam models, ~Justice Gundam~, anyway,
mother's gonna go for a one day op at TTS hospital...for her leg, osteophorosis...wont be able to move
around for awhile after the op, mi might be staying home to look after her these few days...can take this
chance to do some stuff at home...

"The hands of a ruler are also the hands of a healer"
refering to Aragorn, Lord Elessar, King of Gondor

Saturday, December 13, 2003

its been awhile now, hasn't it??? had my first driving lesson today...stalled the car plenty of times...and in
the main road...how nice...anyway...mi looking forward to LOTR:Return of the King...purposely set time
aside to finish the book...damn exciting~ mi now when got time reading harry potter...surprised...its really
good u noe, the harry potter series...LOTR's better of course, no doubt abt dat! and i juz realised, i have
2 gundam models yet to be built but already preparing to buy another 2...sh*t!!! muz fix them up first!!!

mi juz read mi previous blogs...mi sound so negative...in fact, i still am...juz dat now holiday dun wanna spoil
my mood!!! muz stay happy!!! anyway, for people hu got nothing to do, go watch "love actually", bloody
good british movie! mi wanna watch "crazy first love"!!!!!!

"gear 1 -> full clutch -> accelerator -> half clutch -> accelerator -> full clutch -> gear 2 -> accelerator
-> half clutch -> accelerator!!! and so on and on and on~
"
Stinko :P

Friday, December 05, 2003

mi finally finished LOTR...the finale iz realli great...go read it people...its a real classic! juz waiting for the
movie! Could have had alot of fun yesterday nite...but didnt turn out so...arh 4get it...dun wanna think abt
it...anyway, anyone interested in going for a cycling trip to pulau ubin??? let mi noe!!! hehehe!!!

"Out of the Great Sea to Middle-earth I am come. In this place will i abide, and my heirs, unto the
ending of the world.
"
Aragon son of Arathon, King of Elessar, Lord of Gondor

Sunday, November 30, 2003

had a pretty eventful weekend...went to pulau ubin on wed for cycling...fantastic experience, if there iz
another chance i'l definately go again...saw alot of things...especially the marine life...i was lucky, went to the
beach during low tide...so could see alot of underwater creatures...mini crabs with different sized claws
digging holes into the sand as shelters, prawns with transparent bodies with one of them pregnent(their
eggs are red in colour...), baby lobsters(so tempted to keep those....)...worms...and a wild boar...it was so
damn big big big big! i think it was abt 1.2m tall...and then there was these 2 dogs which seemed to have
a self-given themselves a responsibility of protecting us against that boar...when we wanted to leave, the
dogs would purposely chase the boar away to a corner for us to make our escape(the boar was following us)
...the 2 dogs later follwed us when we cycled back to the village jetty, halfway back, another group of visitors
came in the opposite direction, the 2 dogs took a glance at us...and then went on to escourt the other grp...
drama eh??? if only i can find such responsibility in myself...i took a few pics of the boar using mi HP, pretty
blur but its better than nothing, will post it up when i have the time!

"The days are short. If thou art in haste, remember the Paths of the Dead."
Elrond, Lord of Rivendell

Wednesday, November 26, 2003

Honda Civic VTI, Nissan Sentra, Acura RSX, Honda S2000, Nissan 350Z, Toyota Celica,
Mitsubishi Lancer Evolution, Mazda RX7, Nissan Skyline GTR WHOAH!!!!!!
Juz some of the cars in "Need For Speed:Underground", damn bloody good game...can mod and sup up the
car to ur own liking...i'm using the skyline now...not power enough to my liking...need to sup up the car
some more...hehehehe!!!

The Defination of a Gentlman simply means someone who makes the people feel comfortable being around him

Monday, November 24, 2003

early in the morning...my biological clock has changed dramatically...i sleep at 4 am....onli to wake up at 12
plus...how nice.... :P Aniwayz...still haven got much of the things i wanted to do done yet...long way to go..
i've been thinking dat for mi story...i just juz keep a notepad by side...so whenever anything comes to my
mind...i can juz write it down...cuz mi keep forgetting it...
i've never been good at some of the important things in life...and i doubt i ever will...sad to say...but wat to
do...i'm me...gotta look on the bright side though...i can be 1 helluva gay pal for you!!! wahahahaha!!!
Cheers people!

"If you have walked all these days with closed ears and mind asleep, wake up now!"
Gandalf the White, to Peregrin Took (aka Pippin) of the Shire

Sunday, November 16, 2003

mi wanna finish LOTR before watching the last show!!! argh!!! to those hu remember abt my dream of
coming out with a fantasy story...heh...pls wait patiently....wahahaha...cant find the time...

"Maybe you have heard of Trolls? They are mighty strong. But Trolls are only counterfeits, made
by the Enemy in the Great Darkness, in mockery of the Ents, as Orcs were of Elves.
"
Treebeard, leader of the ancient Ents

Saturday, November 15, 2003

well, its been a while now...since i last updated this blog...wat can i say??? got through a few highs and lows
...exam iz finished...high...once again knew something i didnt want to noe...low...got a little drunk....real high
...hehehe...didnt exactly stay home to be a good boy, kana tekan from mother...low...went for SHIN concert
...pretty high...good concert...dat roughly summarises it...

sigh...still having some troubles...jobs...sigh...driving...sigh...women...sigh sigh sigh...room...sigh...myself??
sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh

"Fly you fools!"
Gandalf the Grey to the rest of the fellowship at the bridge of Khazad-dum

Thursday, November 06, 2003

Everyone has their own beliefs...be it from religion or from beliefs of their own...mi included...some think that you
create your own fate, your own destiny blah blah...i agree, but onli to a certain extent...it is up to oneself to
determine what path he wants to take...no one should have the right to take that dream away...however...the
belief ends here, you decide where you want to go, and you go work for it...but do things always go your way?
hardly ever, those strong enough will carry on trying, trying til they succeed! some say with determination, one
can achieve his dreams...i disagree...even with determination, without the proper chance to prove yourself, you'll
still end up with nothing...while u look at some others, there are some people who, with an effort just equivalent
to lifting his/her finger, everything iz done, he/she gets wat he'she wants or gets it done...they just have everything
that'll fall in place...the worst part iz some of these guys are assholes...while those tireless determined hopefuls
never get what they deserved...life iz sad when you look at it at some different angles......as quoted from LOTR

"Many that lived deserved death. And some that die deserved life. Can you give it to them? Then do not be
too eager to deal out death in judgement. For even the wise cannot see all ends...
"
Gandalf the Grey then passing down wisdom to the naive Frodo of the Shire.

gonna end off...feeling real lousy, anyway, i belong to the type where nothing will go smoothly, but i'm not the
strong type...i've given up...

gonna have mi next paper in slightly over 14 hrs time...dun think mi gonna sleep til dat papers over...but
then again...i love to sleep...see first bah! haven start mi revision yet...mi smiling at the face of death hope
i can finish my revision and let wateva i revised stay in my head...feel like writing so much...but times not on
my side...so cya!

Monday, November 03, 2003

Ignorance is a bliss, how i so agree...pretty fed up of life...its so simple yet so complicated...life's purpose is
to live on, but there are so many things involved along the way...if only i can attain the mind of simpletons...
life would be so much easier...i want to be ignorant...i dun wanna noe anything...i know wat i didnt want to...
now i noe why some people go for monkhood...

"Many that lived deserved death. And some that die deserved life. Can you give it to them? Then do not be
too eager to deal out death in judgement. For even the wise cannot see all ends..."
Gandalf the Grey to Frodo Baggins of the Shire

Friday, October 31, 2003

i hate myself...i realli do...forever the procrastinater...if i do fail this sem...i think i do deserve it...

"All you have to decide, is what to do with the time that is given to you..."
Gandalf to Frodo

Tuesday, October 28, 2003

supposed to study for exam now...but end up playng com...and look at the time...sighzzz...no
determination watsoever...haven learn mi lesson from last sem...
life iz pretty unfair dun u think so???
some people r juz born with all the luck...ahhh....brains, looks, friends, love, family, money...but a fren of
mine told mi "a truly happy man is not one who has high demands and expectations, he is instead
one who aims for simplicity~" i wish i can be like dat truly happy man...but i'm a greedy guy...sad to say...
if the world went back 65 thousand years...being a truly man might have been possible...cuz how the world
works at dat time izzz truly simple...unless u get eaten by a dinosaur....wahahaha!!! (its a cold joke)
then again...come to think of it...i think i'm pretty lucky to be where i am today...but i keep up with my
slacker attitude...i dunno where will i end up...most likely on the streets bah...

i think i better go sleep...god...i need someone to wake up mi stupid idea.....


Sunday, October 26, 2003

my exams r a week away, and i haven started my revision. supposed to be revisingh now but end up
surfing the net...and i'm sick again...gonna see a doc later...quite a few things up my mind recently...
but all the serious thinking will onli come after the exams...some times i juz wish i can read people's mind
this way...i'll always noe wat to do...but then again...if i do...won't i be a scary person??? imagine u r toking
to someone and that guy noes all that u r thinking...everyone wld avoid him liao...
sometimes i think that i think too much for my own good...too much pondering will lead ur mind to places
tht u dun have to go to...
anyway...going back to my story...dat'll materialise after mi exams...wahahahahaha!!!!
so be patient.....meanwhile.....gimme some ideas will ya???

Thursday, October 23, 2003

Min na! Ohio gozaimasu! it's been awhile now...all my projects r done...though not up to my lecturer's
expection...realli dissapointed her...mi and my itchy fingers...my part was working except it was less
dynamic...so mi wanted to go do something special...ended up screwing my whole part....damn...i seem to
have a knack for screwing things up at the crucial moments...biz comm presentation went fine though...
when the projects were over...i was like thinking of so many things which i wanted to do...clean up my room,
reformat the com, fix the wireless LAN problem, get the spare speakers connected to my amplifier...and a
few other stuff....then i suddenly realised...i still got my exams...so anti-climatic...

anyway, i'm still thinking of the fantasy story...it'll take time i reckon...J.R.R Tolkien took 20 years to write
LOTR...so i think it'll me another few weeks to months before something might happen...hehe! :)

ending off now, but i would like to end it off with my sincere apologies to all group members...guys...i'll
dissapointed u all, and Mdm Tay as well...very sorry~

Wednesday, October 15, 2003

doing my asp codes in sch now...i got a feeling i'm gonna dissapoint alot of people in the coming few days
...reason is dat...i'm not doing my part...today this sudden sense of guilt kicked mi in the ass...damn...
now i'n trying to work at the eleventh hour...for the guys working with mi...very sorri...kome nasai~

Friday, October 10, 2003

anytime at all
just hear this song
any days too long
just turn it on
with or...
without me holding you at all...

trying to revamp this blog...the whole layout sux big big time....

Tuesday, October 07, 2003

i think my final exams r 3 weeks away!!! AAAAHHHHH!!!!! wat do i do???? wat do i do???? supposed to study...
but i'm not....sigh...so many probs...sigh sigh sigh!!!~ wat happen to my fantasy mythical story??? (those hu read my
blog before i restarted everything will noe wat i'm toking abt...

Thursday, October 02, 2003

sometimes...u juz noe dat u'll be in deep shit if u dun buck up...and yet u still do not do anything abt it...well...thats
what i'm feeling now...damn i hate myself...

Thursday, September 25, 2003

This blog thingie iz starting to pi** mi off...damn...