too much and too little of somethings

becuz i'm a ORD personnal in say...5 weeks time? i'm quite ready to relinquish most of my duties to my understudy...and rightly so too i guess...since he has been so slack and lazy...even more than mi...makes no sense rite?

but becuz i myself have sort of switched off...i haven been working out as much as i would have liked...which is a bad thing...veri bad...why? cuz it doesnt help dat i'm eating more nowadays...and to add on to the fact dat i have a naturally low metabolism rate...the circumference around my waist has gone up a few millimeters...which is bad..

and i haven been getting enough rest nor sleep too...for the past few weeks have been falling sick...dats bad...always nagging to my sleeping beauty abt taking care of herself when i aint doing a so fine job myself *sniff sniff...runny nose~

Too much of
1.eating
2.spending money
3.stoning

Too little of
1.exercising
2.maintaining the condition of my room
3.rest and sleep
4.imagination and inspiration

"i believe b4 the end of everything...i shall emerge a sad man once again...i always have been..."
Stinko's philosophical alter ego returns~

Too hyper? Too slack?

Juz when i recovered from last week's sick chicken period...i guess i overexerted myself over last weekend and fell sick again...WTF! this time it was worse...though i realli realli realli rested this time round...juz wanna quickly get back to my running...if i can make it in time i shall run 21km again this year...yes...i'm crazy...

sleeping beauty ain't exactly having it smooth at work these days too...its pretty sad

another reason why i would realli realli realli wanna keep up my running and training...Mummy's pulling the whole family to Sentosa for her company's cohesion...i GOTTA lose weight and tone up!!!!

juz when i tot i can almost switch off from NS...i have to be activated for the 3 days exercise from monday...and my boss dun wanna let mi go study...instead stay to help out with the Army Open House!!! ARGH...at least i'll be doing Urban Operations...should be fun...i hope...juz pray i dun miss much at sch for the first week...sigh....

"looks like i'm back to my veri veri veri whiny days again..."

fruitful weekend

i would say i had a veri veri veri good weekend...compared to last week when i was a bloody sick chicken...i got to spend QUALITY TIME with my frens, family and my sleeping beauty!!!

1. sitting in front of the sea, enjoying the nite breeze and scenery at the marina pier with my sleeping beauty is more than i can ask for...i LURVE times like these!!!

2. getting to meet up with my V6 poly gang, to see off brudder Wei to Aussie for his studies...to see the other guys doing so well...makes mi glad to know that they're good :)

3. To have a good dinner with dad when everyone else in the family having plans on their own, and instigating a family movie outing, and actually making it happen...is a good thing! (Many people might think otherwise...but i think Harry Potter's good...go catch it)

4. Catching up with the sec sch buddies thru ktv and tok cock session in the middle of the nite in the middle of nowhere juz brings back memories of the old days...

and now dat i have to book in again...i dun think i'll have such as good a weekend next week...i still dun understand why i still have to be involved in next week's battalion exercise??? my understudies are here, i'm not involved in their alert rate...still...sigh...all the no-brainers in army...

"now if onli i can kidnap my sleeping beauty home so i can spoil her silly..."

Sux to be sick...

as if my bodyache aint enough...i'm totally down with fever...the whole of sunday wasnt enough for mi to recover...BUT!!! becuz i didnt want people to think that i was malingering and becuz i wanted to save some money...i decided to book in last nite with the intention of visiting the Medical Officer early next morn...

i did get my medicine, after a long torturous wait...but i didnt get the medical status i was hoping for...i couldnt rest at home...no choice...can onli rest in bunk...and tahan my understudies' loud crazy shouting...sigh...

lets juz hope i can get over this "sick chicken" period of mine...argh..

"u noe wat i would realli like rite now? my sleeping beauty taking care of mi at home... ;P its a dream..."

The Silly things dat i do...

for the past few days...i've done some really silly things...realli..

1. during the block leave after coming back from Brunei, i was so bored staying at home dat i took an early train down to Orchard and patronised Borders...wanted to buy a book to read...ended up spending the whole day there, skipping lunch...and finishing the whole book i wanted to buy instead...crazy rite?

2. While still during the block leave...i knew i had to maintain my fitness...so i went for my regular 9km runs followed by some static exercises...but becuz i overestimated myself...i overstrained my body...by the end of the block leave...i had aching arms...

3. as if the aching arms didnt gimme enough warning...i continued training back in camp...by the end of the week...i could feel my whole body aching...bad...

4. if dat ain't stupid enough...i had to stay up all nite then to play 2 rounds of mahjong with Sad Boi and gang...bad move...i ended up totally a sick chicken on sat...

5. now dat its Sun...i still feel like crap...but i'm gonna have a day filled with activities again...omg...i'm realli gonna get myself killed someday...

"oh yeah...and i realised i have minor foot rot...since the brunei trip..along with my numb toe bitten from mutated red ants..."

future...bleak?

last nite...i was sitting outside my bunk with another 5 other guys...together with myself...we were the 6 outgoing personnal who would soon be ORD personnal! we were all in the mood...not wanting to do anything and eagerly awaiting the last 8 weeks to pass...

but while we were waiting for dat day to come...we discussed abt something pretty important...our future...to work or to study? i learnt quite abit of stuff dat nite...and b4 we know it...it was 2.45am...4 hrs from then would be our parade...crazy...

"Life can be so unpredictable...don't you think so?"

of new beginnings and coming endings...

while i'm realli looking forward to my ORD...when i can quite consider myself a free man...from all the green uniform and regimentation...it marks the end of a major step in my life...but the beginning of another...and i'm apprehensive...

come late august...i shall be pursuing further studies in SIM...Double Major in Communications and Psychology...true...its my interest...but the complexity of the course and the 2 semesters of chinese module...might get the better of mi...

fortunately...i have my sleeping beauty...realli glad she's around :) when she told mi dat i could look to her for help and we could even study together...u dun know how happy i was to hear dat :P

and talking abt my sleeping beauty, ever since she came back into my life...i've always had someone to look to...and someone i can pamper, someone to call my own :) to my sleeping beauty...if ur reading this...thanks for tolerating my temper and jealousy :P (i shall leave the mushy part out...)

and my biggest fear realli is the distant future...being a working adult...dunno why but have been thinking abt it for a while now...whether i can get to do something dat i like as a job...earn well...support my family(dat'll include sleeping beauty and her family too :P)...ohhhhh

"i think i'm thinking too much...pre-psychology student syndrome? thinking too much again..."