Sense of anxiety...

so i have to report to my new camp in a couple of hours time...bukit panjang...its actually alot closer than i thought...went to recce the place juz now...dats beside the point...here i am back to square one...a new beginning...a new place...all over again...they better dun last min tell mi i'm re-posted to somewhere else again...or my heart wont be able to take it...

the truth is rite now...i got the same sense of anxiety and fear as when i departed for taiwan abt a month back...but dat time we all went together...this time round i'm all alone...damn...i'll be reporting alone while everyone inside would be giving mi those analytical eyes...waiting to pounce on any mistake i make(they wont have to wait long...), then making mi suffer...argh!!! hope its realli not so bad...realli hope things would go well and smooth...sigh...

things haven been exactly going pretty well since my break last wed...esp at home...my grandma's in hospital...juz suffered a stroke this morn...now half her body's paralysed...the best part is she onli suffered dat stroke juz hrs b4 her discharge...she was already hospitalised for awhile b4 the stroke hit her...sigh...and my dad...he's been throwing his temper quite freely these days...i don't see him controlling it as much as he used to...now he gets worked up for even small and insignificant stuff...sigh...dunno wat to do with him also...and he's back to his old "matchmaker" ways...juz heard from my elder sis dat he nearly wanted to intro a malay girl to mi...WTF!!! am i realli dat bad??? dat bad dat my old man wants mi to convert? omg...sigh...my father realli see mi no up liao...

even my mum gives up on my dad now...although i gotta say i think she's playing a part in my father's recent fiery temper...i see her coming to contradict alot of my father's decisions nowadays...putting my father off...u noe how it is when u dun like people to tell u off for making the wrong decisions and stuff...argh...realli hope things can onli turn for the better here...i guess i shld call home more le...gotta end off...wish mi all the best people...and where's all my presents??? (joking!!joking!!)

"thanx for the call earlier...i missed you...take care..."

So its the Stingrays dat i go to!!!

New posting for 3rd Sergeant Sean Koh...5th Singapore Infantry Regiment!!! Quite happy with my posting actually, although i have to continue bashing forest...at least its way closer to home, its 5 days week...and there's a chance might go overseas again! hehe...before this posting i was actually posted to...of all places...BMTC...which is all the way on the other side of singapore...and its 6 days week! so...my new posting is a good thing! gonna report to my new unit on mon...meanwhile mi gotta clear up alot of my shit...and its alot of shit! damn i'm so lazy...

so lazy dat i think i might juz skip posting the pics i took in taiwan...the pics i took weren't interesting anyway...so...yeah...see my mood la...

"no matter wat people say...i'll still be wearing this ring..."

I"M BACK!!!

dunno whether u'll be surprised if i tell u that i'm actually feeling a little nostalgic abt leaving taiwan...i'l actually sort of got used to the life there...its realli interesting there....things on the street aint as controlled as S'pore...so things get more radical and FUN!

i wont try to say all dat i've seen...it'll bore u to death and it'll take forever...its an experience u shld try out for urself...its a nice place to go for on a holiday...and dun think dat watever u can get at Taiwan, u can get it back at S'pore as well...cuz u cant...such as shoes...they have more variety there...i got myself one pair :) the shirts though r a little too radical for my liking...most of u guys wld think otherwise i think......

why i say i can get used to life in Taiwan(more particularly Taipei maybe...) is because transport is so convenient there!!! the mrt there is actually cleaner than in s'pore! and the commuters are so much more civilised as well! but one thing i prob wont do is drive...u think s'pore has the world's worst drivers? wait till u see taipei's traffic environment...

i'll try to post some of the pics dat i took...and try to recall as many of my experience there...share with u guys :)

despite saying how nice taipei is...i'm glad dat i'm back home after 3 weeks...see how's my family doing...get in contact with my frens...collect bday pressies! wahahaha! gotta sort something out which has been bugging around for too long as well...

"I once knew a man from brazil!
who swallowed an atomic pill!
His left ball corroded,
His right ball exploded,
His dick landed up on a hill!"
CPL(soon to be 3SG) Makoto Lai