since the lunar new year...things haven been exactly going smooth for the Koh family...esp in the last couple of weeks which i didnt update...sigh...
rite now...the time is 6 am in the morning...i haven slept the whole...and juz an hour ago i had my sobbing sister on my shoulder(the onli other time i had another sobbing head on my shoulder was...my younger sis...bad...), if i hadn't pick her up from St James...i seriously do not know wat would have happened...to my dear sis...if u r reading this...please...please...do not show other people dat u r weak...don't make a fool of yourself...be strong...i can be there for u when u need mi...but dun expect mi to go kind on u...its for your own good girl...
other then sis...my dad's getting his share of misfortune as well...earlier this year he was diagnosed with myopia on both eyes...it might be juz a day surgery...but he's not younger anymore...and the fact dat i can't take leave juz cuz i'm on course...to know dat i cant take care of him on the day of his op realli pisses mi off...to add on to dat...he juz sprained his leg last week while at the memorial hall of our ancestors...icing on the cake? the car gives some problems and dad has to send for servicing...upon collecting the car...he has to encounter an accident...sigh...why...why...why...?
i've never been spared from misfortunes...but this couple of weeks re-define misfortune...first i have to be posted to a far far away camp for the next 10 weeks, get a sprained ankle myself during last friday's run...i cant stop from putting on MORE weight...and also having beat the red light...sigh...and with dad's own brush with the traffic law...we realli seem in a very difficult situation...
"everything seems so down rite now.........maybe except for my sleeping beauty eh?"
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