Thank Heavens dat yest was good fri...ended a bad week for mi...but i'm still feeling a little down...afew contributing factors...esp this morn...

wat happen this morn was dat mi father still wasn't feeling well, had to go see another doc...in Bishan...so early in the morn mother woke mi up to drive them. My father, even in his weakened state and lost voice...still managed to order mi around like i juz passed driving yesterday(it happens everytime i drive...), it gets kind of depressing actually...some of my frens are driving around on their own the same month they passed their driving...its either they have their own cars or using their dads' cars...for mi...dat ain't the case...the car's my father's baby...i cant drive the car without him around...when i drive, i have to listen to him saying all the time "brake!!!", "slow down!!!", "dont overtake!!!"...and repeating road instructions 3 to 4 times in the space of a minute...i understand he cares for mi and stuff but...i wonder if any of u has sat in my father's car b4...

its wasted he's not a racer...he luvs to drive on the outermost right lane, even when he has to filter out to an exit on the left 300m away...insists on sticking to the right lane at 80km/h juz cuz there's a speed camera, pissing other cars behind, forcing them to overtake...onli to go 100km/h after passing the camera...again pissing the cars behind not being able to overtake...he luvs to abuse the brake by going so fast and then suddenly stopping juz inches away from the car...likes cursing other drivers for driving the same way he does...its almost like he has a temptation to bang down every car on the road...i may be almost 40 yrs short of my father's driving exp...but i daresay i'm a way safer driver...

juz when i tot my father is the onli one who doesnt trust mi...my mother goes on and say..."sure he can drive there anot??" if aint sure y even bother calling mi to drive u guys? if aint sure y even let mi take up driving? if aint sure y even talk to mi abt cars and stuff??? sigh...

there are other stuff to...but wont write it down due to time constraint...juz damn sad abt this matter...

"it's disheartening to know that its ppl who are close to you that dont trust you... "
Stinko