Wednesday, August 09, 2006

when its time...



it was 7th Aug, 11.55pm...i was forcng myself to stay awake...by watching Grey's Anatomy on Channel 5...i had to stay awake...i had a special agenda...i had to send the msg exactly at 12am...the msg to dat "special someone"...it was her big day...her birthday...

juz as when it was abt to strike 12, juz when i was abt to hit the "send" button...the phone reminder alarm function rang..."Dear's Bdae!" i noe its sounds drama but...i stoned in my seat for awhile...reminiscing the time when we were chilling out at the China Square fountain...when she herself had keyed in those exact words into my HP...followed by saying "Dear, i dunno wat i want to do for my birthday leh!"

i snapped back into reality...sent the message...and slowly walked back to my bed where i tossed and turned til who noes when...when finally fatigue overcame mi and i had an uneasy sleep for the rest of the nite...sigh...

"To be lonely is one thing...to love someone and not have that love reciprocated...dats lonelier than being alone..."
a patient from 'Grey's Anatomy'

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