My temper has been flaring very frequently these few days...its a bad thing...i noe...i dunno wat has happened...mi temper's getting shorter by the day...i tot my temper was improving...now its like dat...it juz takes 1 thing at the start of the day to spoil the next 24 hrs...sigh...i dunno wat to do or think anymore...i think its time i go see my diary...its been a long time since i last wrote in my diary...sigh...

"i realli hate myself..."