So blog, how's life? Its been a while now! Quite abit of stuff has happened...some good some bad...But...First and formost, a very Chinese Happy New Year to All! Muz be in an upbeat mood, smile smile! there are a few good things, this semester, i onli have 2 final papers, haha! other good things include mi getting my Freedom Gundam 1/60 , Blitz Gundam 1/100 and Gundam Astray Red Frame 1/144!!! not cheap though, got my young sis present too, an LOTR edition Risk board game! oh yar...mi mother actually got a PS2 and an Olympus digital cam with compliments from Orchard Hotel...things r certainly looking good...but nothing can remain perfect :)

on the eve of CNY, father, eldest uncle and myself went downstairs mi grandpa place coffee shop for "coffee"...i almost got myself drunk...mi uncle can realli hold liquor man...anyway, during dat conversation...mi found out abt alot of unpleasant things abt the whole family...politics and reasoning and such...sad man...fancy hearing such things on CNY eve...later 4th uncle joined us...the topic switched to eh...cars i think...then got the call from mother to go up for makan liao...

if there iz one wish i hope will be fulfilled would be to have lesser desires and greater contentment...i'm a little tired of my life realli...becoming quite of a chore...sad to say...i'm even feeling guilty sometimes of spending so much on my gundams...sigh...i can actually imagine myself going for monkhood...serious...

however...shld i continue to persue a normal life...i wanna make sure dat my parents will not need to continue working and toiling for their lives when they shld be enjoying life instead...i wanna make sure dat they do not face the same problems dat they are facing as children to their parents (get wat i mean???) juz wanna give them a peaceful life...they would be the ones who will hold me back from being an as*h*le!

if u guys notice...there iz 1 issue dat i have never ever discussed in this blog...dat matter iz abt gals...u guys shld noe i never have any luck with gals...dun think i'll ever have anyway......however, i wanna give my best wishes to those who r in a relationship (beng, crystal, ben, gera, meli, [doreen and max], emily, xin hui) and those in pursuit of their crush (lim...make up ur mind!), hehe! Gambattee min na san!

"Beauty is in the eye of the beholder, as someone famous once said that, it applies...it really does, just that often there many wolves in sheeps' clothings these days..."
Aspiring philosopher, Stinko