Hmmm...dramatic U-turn...remember i said i suddenly feel good again? Cancel dat...sigh...once again back to me...the lonely moody mi...a frog should forget abt waiting for its kiss with a beautiful princess and concentrate more on filling its stomach...as fairy tale endings are juz dat...fairy tales...they dun come true...they juz dun...

世界末日

想笑　來偽裝掉下的眼淚
點點頭　承認自己會怕黑
我只求　能借一點的時間來陪
你卻連同情都不給

想哭　來試探自己麻痺了沒
全世界　好像只有我疲憊
無所謂　反正難過就敷衍
走一回　但願絕望和無奈遠走高飛

天灰灰　會不會　讓我忘了你是誰
夜越黑　夢違背　難追難回味
我的世界將被摧毀　也許事與願違

累不累　睡不睡　單影無人相依偎
夜越黑　夢違背　有誰肯安慰(難追難回味)
我的世界將被摧毀　或許頹廢也是另一種美


"Morale of the story...don't be too happy juz for a moment...as you know...the higher the expectation...the bigger the dissapointment...big lesson!"
Stinko signing off....

today(or shld i say yesterday) was good...i enjoyed it! first went out with mi sec sch frens, all the old classmates, had makan at NYDC, the cheese cake was good....then they went to watch harry potter while i went to find another grp of frens to watch the same show! LOL! no choice, they bought mi tix liao, so had to watch with them lor, hehe! after dat sent one of mi frens home first before going back to find mi sec sch ppl for late nite ktv at kbox cineleisure....nice....sang til 3 am...finally destination home after dat....not dat i'm tired but i think i'll onli wake up at arnd 3pm...dun ask mi why...i juz got a feeling i would...but dun worry...i'll still entertain ur calls and sms(provided i heard the phone ring)! i dunno how to explain this but...i think i'm on a new lease of life...supposedly good i think...cuz seriously speaking...i havent been hopeful or anything abt anythink significant happening but now...i think i got it...though i hope dat this feeling is not juz temporary...

"There are times you suddenly feel like everything is good again..."

PS:If u wanna watch Harry Potter...go onli if u didnt read the book...it'll be more mysterious and greater pleasure to watch...cuz...i read the book and...the movie's onli 2 hr 10 min...so quite a bit of content is gone...so...i didnt have dat shiok feeling after the show...hope u get wat i mean...LOL

hello ppl...

slept at 10am this morning...woke up at abt 2.30pm...i'm wondering y i didnt sleep longer...had some funny dreams though(already forgotten them! LOL)...sigh...reason y i slept so "early" was cuz i was at a sec sch's fren's place...watched movies til 5 am before deciding to sleep...onli to go into a debate and carry on talking til 8 am when i finally made my loooong journey back home...

Due to some tight schedule these few days...mi onli done 90% of my "blitz gundam" left his last weapon...been stoning there for days already...lol...mainly busy with mi uncle's place...he's gonna rent out his bungalow at changi road...and the place is soooo rundown...so doing some last min touch-ups before the tenants move in on saturday...damn tiring...add dat on to mi not sleeping the whole of last nite...i realli feel much like a boneless slug crawling around....hope i dun get sick...

Going to China in abt...erm...over 2 weeks time? anybody want anything juz tell mi...will try to help u get it from there(NO DOG MEAT!!! or any other EXOTIC meat!)

ppl...if ur into harry potter and u got nothing to do...and u like reading...and u got nothing better to do...maybe u can go read the book "The Bartimaeus Trilogy:The Amulet of Sarmakand" its kind of similar to Harry Potter, juz more straight forward story-wise compared to HP maybe...good book...amusing too...its a wonder how and where the authors get their creativity and inspiration from???

"Tell me how often does mutual love happen between to people...more often than not, relationships start off from one side...whether the other side reciprocates or not...its another matter"
Aspiring and shagged philosopher, Stinko

goooood morning ppl....

been alittle busy lately after the exams, swimming, driving, doing house stuff...etc...didnt have the mood to blog...now nothing to do...so feel uo some space here... :)

wat happened these few days....hmmm....i got a job of being an interviewer with Acorn, a marketing research company...the survery they gave us....for the respondents...erm...it was the longest i've seen...wanna guess how many questions were there??? 381 questions...hhmmm....surely its gonna piss the respondents off...sooooo....i didnt bother doing any, gonna hand in the 2 blank copies back to the supervisor-in-charge...hehehe!

mi no more chance to work liao...cuz second half of jun going to china for holiday with the famili...mother's idea...so i've juz have to follow along...so meanwhile...gonna try to finish my driving once and for all...as well as finish up at least one of my gundam models...i got 5 untouched sets....woah~

juz got my belated present from emily today, its the 3rd set of gashapon figurines from "Naruto", luv it man, thanx ppl!!! i think mi gonna go for the 1st and 2nd set too liao!

due to much of the time onli daydreaming...i realli daydreamed abt alot of things...lol...dreamed abt cars, naruto, my gundam, that gal...aiyo! er...nothing realistic or possible bah...sigh

i typed too much...damn...gd nite ppl...(in case u didnt know, this was posted at 1.15am...time to SLEEP!)

"love is...when u know that a person will dislike you when you tell him somethng about yourself...but get a surprise by having the person like you more"
Hope you can get what this quote's tryin to say...cuz i do agree its definition...one more thing...its quoted from a nursery kid...not mi...

2 days ago...it was...my BDAY!!! wahahaha, nice nice!!! had a good time!!! After the last exam paper in the morning chiong for a movie, ktv, then in the middle of the night go out enjoy "scenery" at zouk and mount faber...but i tell u...the night view at the top of mount faber is fantastic...the lights u see far away frm the off-shore islands are damn pretty(romantic spot too! too bad no gals~)

Finally exams are over, relaxed now...wanna concentrate on mi driving...too slow liao...muz tell myself to get my license before mid-june, cuz dats when my PDL expires! wahaha!!! wanna go find work too...the work at hasbro doesnt start til mid june...sian...

dunno if u guys remember a few posts ago...i mentioned about going all way out to achieve dat goal...??? hehe...i think i'm gonna chicken out again...sigh...why...??? not too sure myself...no guts lah...also realli dun wanna spoil the current situation...sigh...heaven playing a trick on mi man...

wanna end off le...now holiday, wanna wish everyone happy holidays, enjoy urself! for the couples enjoy each other's company! and for the singles.........ENJOY being single(at least u dun have to explain to anyone if u O.N.S. outside!!! )wahhahaha!!!!!

lastly, wanna thanx everyone for remember mi bday!!! mi realli appreciate it!!! THANKXXX


"A philosopher meditates for mental enlightenment, my meditation is for BOTH physical and mental enlightenment!!! hehehehe!!!"
Still sane philosopher, Stinko

i sux at almost everything i do...i realli do...especially when it comes to my frens...sigh...i think i realli owe some of u guys a big big big debt for tolerating with mi all these time...

To Yaocong...most likely u wont be reading this(cuz u aint da type dat reads blogs), but i still have to mention this...Thanks alot for all these times...thanx for tolerating mi and my temper...dunno y...u always kana my temper...so veri sorri...i think of all the poly ppl...i think i owe you the most...seriously...thanx cong...

mi bday's coming soon...but mi dun feel like before...no more enthusiam in mi anymore...maybe due to recent times...maybe cuz i'm coming to hate myself more...i realli am...for all i noe...i may evolve into another....(HORRIBLE though!!!~)...TC TAN....NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!~~~~

"the reason why people do not want to be professional philosophers is because they either go crazy before they earn their first buck...or...they die really young...due to mental overload maybe..."
Stinko...still ever the philosopher...and progressively dying...

u know something....i sick of EVERYTHING!!! i mean EVERYTHING!!! to EVERYONE out there!!! dun come look for mi whenever u need my help!!! whenever u need dat help i'm there!!!! wat happens when i need help'?!?!?!?! hu's fucking there?>!?!?! i'm bloody sick of being used all the time....can someone ever take mi seriously around here.....

TO the world out there...FUCK YOU!!!~