Coincidentally, or perhaps not...its been almost another year since i have been to this place..
been wanting to write out (or in this case..type out) my feelings, mostly frustrations...in hope that it might help relieve a little of the overwhelming negativity which i will not deny i am feeling...
Where should i start?
Work...
i enjoy what i do, which is to interact with people, organise and do things which help reach out to people, help them..and hopefully, make their lives better. Of course, one could say i could do it for a social cause instead of getting paid for it..but hey...i gotta earn a living too...besides, been helping out at a dog shelter now..so i guess i've been hopefully accumulating good karma...
what really irks me at work is perhaps the people i have to work with...
most times, i tell myself that people of all kinds exist everywhere, regardless of where you are...so i only gotta choose to accept it and move on with my life, and let things work out on its on...
but recently...certain events have led me to be burdened not just by others' incompetency but their ignorance and impudence as well. if i gotta work with these kinda people for the foreseeable future...i might really just prematurely have shortened my own lifespan.
a buddy of mine has finally taken the brave step of moving on...a sign of things to come that i should too perhaps..since all the tantrums and fits that i have thrown in an attempt to make a better work place has gone for naught...
i only hope that i can find the strength to protect those that i take responsibility for to not be taken advantage of at work, while skivers and nincompoops do what they do best......be scumbags of the universe...
gonna meditate now...zzz
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