sigh...u noe...b4 i left for my china trip, i was with mi sec sch frens, overnite at one of their place...then we chat thru the nite lor as usual...then one of them hu had juz attended a seminar told mi to stand by this phrase...

"A man should know that he is powerful and can make things happen while a woman should know that she is beautiful and is worth being fought for..."

a veri powerful phrase if u ask mi...and for a while...motivated by it...along with the happy news of my driving...went to china smiling...enjoyed myself...blah blah blah...

then...when i came back...news flew to mi dat the gal i liked going out with another guy liao...at her workplace one...sigh...sigh...sigh...y mi neber ever given the opportunity? i dunno...i need to accept da fact...the hopeful best i'll ever get is being a gal's best gay pal...dats HOPEFUL best...sigh...this sux...maybe the sch reopen will be good for mi...

quite sad now...though quite used to it liao...may the new semester blow my head off...so i wont have to think ever again...

"a man should know that he is powerful...true...but i'm no man...i'm still a little boy...a little boy who'll never grow up to face the real world...thats me..."