Worries and worries

So i'm guilty of not blogging for a long time now..oh well..though recently the urge to blog again came up..partly cuz of some of the interesting stuff that i came across...some of the interesting conversations that i've had with people..

but being the absent-minded mi...i never do rem these stuff long enough til i finally get down to blogging it...so sue mi...

nevertheless...i think i've reached a crossroad in life where i've got some major decisions to make...such as the kind of job to hunt for...should i be idealistic? pragmatic? should i take a break b4 starting work? should i go on a holiday even? so many qns..and i dun have a qn to any of them...

meanwhile, i've got my last semester in sch...and its not been easy...i've never been the mugger type...and my psy courses require alot of mugging...i realli pretty much screwed myself..

food for thought: last nite..brudder Mao said something which Brudder Leo agreed..."whatever you do, don't regret it!" i think i can understand that..a matter of mind over matter...but sometimes the mind is not that strong..hmmm...food for thought....

Lost and dazed

i wonder if i'm doing things wrong...i'm feeling lost and dazed too...i need to think things through...carefully...

something interesting though...read it online..

"Banging your head against a wall uses 150 calories an hour.
P.S. Please dont do this, banging your head against a wall makes you lose brain cells and its unethical."

We live!

I must persevere! Thank you my love :)

Of happiness and sadness

Many times we experience happiness and sadness. When we experience happiness, we take it for granted, but when we experience sadness, we think the whole world will crash down on us..

The human mind is so weak a thing...which i am the epitome of it..

A bad week

This week hasnt been good...been doing poorly for exams...doing stupid things...upsetting people...nothing seemed to go right...sigh...

i'm sorri to anyone whom i hurt over this period, thru my insensitivity..sorri...forgive me...

please let this bad patch be over...the remorse...is unbearable...

of idiots at the poker table...

been playing texas hold'em poker on FB for awhile...maybe i'm a noob, maybe i'm a bad loser...but i dun understand how people can all-in when the flop isn't even out on the table??? and its not juz for a game or 2...but they play like dat for every game! doesn't help dat every table i hopped to had an idiot like dat...sometimes more than 1...goodness

"A sucker is born every minute"
P.T. Barnum

which do u see?

This picture, which u might or might not have seen...is the rubin vase. Depending on the individual, one usually either sees the 2 faces first or the vase...though i guess most people can see both eventually...

this is juz one example of the things i'm studying for this sem...neurovision...bio...veri hard! oh well...

1 more sem after this, and i shall enter the working world! looking forward! meanwhile...i realli gotta buck up for my studies, haven been doing as well as i could have...