angsty me

ever since yesterday's major dissapointment in my biopsychology exam...i've been pretty angsty...bad...

doesnt help that the next 2 weeks r gonna be a killer as the 20 page research paper is due, along with a presentation to go along with it...and another 2 papers from biopsy...sigh...

if i keep being angsty...i might seriously develop high blood pressure...

its TGIF...mugging nite...

i'm not far from looking like dat at the moment...sigh...its friday..but here i am in sch at 9pm in the evening...trying to cram stuff into my already saturated brain...i'm a simple person person(i think...), but what ever i'm studying abt the human body rite now is nothing but simple...the bloody brain alone has enough info to make studying difficult...

to make things worse...i gotta mug for my mass communication module as well...great...so its biopsychology and mass communications...there goes my weekend...save mi...

"times like these i realli wish i wasnt studying..."

Wake up call

i have no excuses..i totally deserve my grades...sigh...i think its realli time for a wake up call...gotta realli buck up now...

"i'm disappointed...but i cant blame anyone else..."

a tribute

these couple of days is pretty rough for many of us...for everyone wo has lost someone close, my sincerest condolences...

to the 2 NSF who recently passed away...u have served your country well...

to my sleeping beauty, your granduncle has gone to a better place...take heart...

to the US political and journalistic scene, Tim Russert will be missed...

cause and effect: butter fingers and insensitivity - flared tempers and a guilty conscience

u noe there are juz some days when things juz dun go the way u wan it to be? some people might call it the "murphy's law", whereby anything that can go wrong, will go wrong?

my philosophy? i call it "shit happens!"

because there was a mid-term exam today, anyone who finished the exam early left the classroom and waited outside. and when people start to gather outside, u noe the noise level is gonna go up, becuz of the discussions and conversations, albeit some of them unintentionally...it was getting loud. unfortunately, i was one of those loud ones...

and so my insensitivity caused some displeasure with a close fren of mine...feeling guilty already...

i should have taken it as a sign things werent gonna be smooth today...true enough...this time i had to damage someone's property

while playing soccer...a dear fren of mine, who isnt exactly the most popular person around, lost his wallet...thinking it might be a practical joke by someone childish in the group...i went ahead with searching for who i tot might be the culprit...little did i know there was a high-end camera on top of the bag...i had to miss it and while shifting the bag...drop the camera...

my face went white...the owner of the camera's face went white...then i experienced some loud yelling into my face...i seriously think i deserve it...time to wake up my idea and learn my lesson

"never attempt to act smart and be proactive...sit in one corner and hold ur peace..."

birthday #23

so it has been a few days since magic number 23 is my age. had some realli good times :) once again, found myself at St james, thanz guys for coming down on such short notice! taking the singapore flyer with family and sleeping beauty was a real experience too :) hope to be able to take the flyer again, this time in the evening...

sleeping beauty took time out to have dinner despite her busy work and sch assignments for a good dinner~ realli appreciated it! Sang ktv with uni pals...5 hrs of it...woah! my onli regret is dat i didnt get to meet my poly gang...and didnt get to spend as much time as i wanted with all those that i met up with...

"at least i can legally go into dragonfly now :P"

stinko the philosopher...is back...

most philosophers in recorded history are brilliant people who have one way or another contributed to the society...thats why they have been recorded in history. However, these great people are often not wihout their flaws...such as a short short short temper, queer habits and mannerisms, wierd philosophies...and sometimes have fetishes unimaginable...hmmm...and most philosophers usually either die early or go insane at a young age...

mi? y i claim to be a philosopher? becuz...i realised that everytime theres a chance for mi to wander my mind off...i will...dats why i can never concentrate well and for long periods of time...people tell mi something and i'll forget it moments later...but i can randomly out of nothing tell u something...sometimes something ridiculous...

more often than not...i think too much for my own good...as with most philosophers...thats the reason they either die early or go insane...i think so much when at the end of the day its nothing...there was a period of time i thought of not giving a damn abt anything...so as to relieve my mental burden...and for awhile...it worked...but u cant change a leopard's spots...and voila, stinko the philosopher is back!

while i cant claim to have made any significant contributions to the human society to be recorded in history...i certainly have the makings of one...such as a short temper, queer habits, wierd logics, and thinking too much to come up with theories which onli i believe in...

i believe one factor my philosophical side has returned is cuz i've been much of a loner this sem...and i've been going on nite jogs again...so there's actually lotsa time to wander my mind off...and thats not a good thing...

if ur still reading at this point..i admire ur patience...u have my respect...u have juz encountered one of stinko the philosopher's endless jabbering...u have juz wasted 5-10m mins of ur life...

TO BE CONTINUED...