Moment of Truth

i think this sem shall see my grades truly reflect my intellectual abilities...ever since sch started, i got off easy many times on most modules, and scrapped thru a good grade...

this sem...things arent the same...seems like lady luck has finally given up on mi...i aint getting my grades anymore...i realli realli need to buck up~

u noe...it realli doesnt help that there are people around u whose definition of "did poorly" is totally on a different level...there the person goes whining abt getting 28 out of 30, while i'm here destined to get 22 perhaps? sigh...not helping...

shall realli try to help myself now...even if it means losing abit of myself~

time...how fast and how slow it can be...

when i submitted my final exam paper on friday almost 3 weeks back...i was thinking abt all the things i wanted to do~ and fair enough, the veri same day i packed my bags and headed for Redang, the famous beach in Malaysia, fantastic time, but other than dat...did nothing more than clean up my room a little... and b4 i know it...sch has started again...omg!!!!!!! Time passes tooooooooo fast!!!!

then...time has to show mi that it can pass freakingly slow, as my first lesson would show...i had to, by all of my worse luck, get the kind of lecturer i LURVVVVVVEEE to hate!~

*High pitched heavy ethnic accent*"I have Masters in Communications from Purdue University!"

*stinko's thoughts* "but u cant teach nor communicate effectively for nuts!"

i'm gonna have a hard time for this module i'm sure...lets hope the other modules are slightly better~

angsty me

ever since yesterday's major dissapointment in my biopsychology exam...i've been pretty angsty...bad...

doesnt help that the next 2 weeks r gonna be a killer as the 20 page research paper is due, along with a presentation to go along with it...and another 2 papers from biopsy...sigh...

if i keep being angsty...i might seriously develop high blood pressure...

its TGIF...mugging nite...

i'm not far from looking like dat at the moment...sigh...its friday..but here i am in sch at 9pm in the evening...trying to cram stuff into my already saturated brain...i'm a simple person person(i think...), but what ever i'm studying abt the human body rite now is nothing but simple...the bloody brain alone has enough info to make studying difficult...

to make things worse...i gotta mug for my mass communication module as well...great...so its biopsychology and mass communications...there goes my weekend...save mi...

"times like these i realli wish i wasnt studying..."

Wake up call

i have no excuses..i totally deserve my grades...sigh...i think its realli time for a wake up call...gotta realli buck up now...

"i'm disappointed...but i cant blame anyone else..."

a tribute

these couple of days is pretty rough for many of us...for everyone wo has lost someone close, my sincerest condolences...

to the 2 NSF who recently passed away...u have served your country well...

to my sleeping beauty, your granduncle has gone to a better place...take heart...

to the US political and journalistic scene, Tim Russert will be missed...

cause and effect: butter fingers and insensitivity - flared tempers and a guilty conscience

u noe there are juz some days when things juz dun go the way u wan it to be? some people might call it the "murphy's law", whereby anything that can go wrong, will go wrong?

my philosophy? i call it "shit happens!"

because there was a mid-term exam today, anyone who finished the exam early left the classroom and waited outside. and when people start to gather outside, u noe the noise level is gonna go up, becuz of the discussions and conversations, albeit some of them unintentionally...it was getting loud. unfortunately, i was one of those loud ones...

and so my insensitivity caused some displeasure with a close fren of mine...feeling guilty already...

i should have taken it as a sign things werent gonna be smooth today...true enough...this time i had to damage someone's property

while playing soccer...a dear fren of mine, who isnt exactly the most popular person around, lost his wallet...thinking it might be a practical joke by someone childish in the group...i went ahead with searching for who i tot might be the culprit...little did i know there was a high-end camera on top of the bag...i had to miss it and while shifting the bag...drop the camera...

my face went white...the owner of the camera's face went white...then i experienced some loud yelling into my face...i seriously think i deserve it...time to wake up my idea and learn my lesson

"never attempt to act smart and be proactive...sit in one corner and hold ur peace..."