Gundam Seed has another new series!! its Gundam Seed Destiny, juz watched the first episode, seems good, the new gundams look so cool!!! damn it...sure cant resist the temptation to bomb some of the new gundams...

got one last project to worry now...my EAI...the programming prj...after that its the exams...oh....

after mi exams its gonna be 1 week of holiday b4 my TEP (in-sch attachment) starts...hope to get to do something interesting...

"As Buddha says, Life is as good as a dream, after death, u will relise that you have juz passed a dream..."

did my Entrepreneurship presentation today...to real investors...not the lecturers themselves...woah!!! was pretty nervous before the presentation, but once it started...mi juz went with the flow...so it wasn't too bad...hehe...it was a good thing the investors were nice people too, there was this guy judge who was pretty quiet but was sharp in pointing out our contradictions(same applied for the other groups...), and another female investor who was pretty experienced...esp since she was a supplier of branded goods and i was supposed to buy and sell 2nd hand branded stuff...and the third judge was a godsend! she was sooooooooooooo pretty!!! aiyo!!! cannot stand it...i was sitting in front of her while wee beng was presenting his part...imagine...wahhhhh...can admire her beauty...ZZZzzzZZZzzz

all in all, things didnt go too badly, infact, at the later part of the presentation, during the Q and A section, i was quite comfortable...hehe...hope the results will good as well...mi realli spent some time on this prj...although i noe dat whatever you have forsaken and did for your cause, the fruits of labor will not necessarily reflect that equivalent amount...it might turn the other way round in fact...some people can simply not do anything and still earn some high returns while some others are slogging away only to have ikan bilis as their reward...its a sucky and sometimes true fact...life is ironic...

sigh...still gotta have to do my Internet Marketing prj and study for my JAVA test...life help mi...

"life sux, so do i, but i gotta live with it...cuz its MY life...not others..."
~Stinko~

life is something which is so fragile and brittle that almost anything can shatter it into many pieces...

there are so many people with so many different mindsets that, inevitably, some will collide with others...hence, misunderstandings, dislikes and hatreds develop...

there is a balance to everything, including the fortunes and fate of a man

shit happens, juz try to accept it...

to look for the things that u want...use your eyes, not your mouth....

silence is indeed golden, as anything wrong said can cause what is called the butterfly effect.

the butterfly effect, a chaos theory that says that anything as simple and insignificant as a buttfly's flap of the wings can cause a hurricane on the other side of the world...

ignorance is a bliss, provided you're in the right company...

people are sometimes blinded by their own misdoing...it happens...and they wont know it...so try to forget it...



wondering wats with all the sayings? dun bother, cuz i got no idea wats with it too...juz feel pretty out of life rite now...come to think of it...since when have i ever been INTO life??? hmmmz...good question...

add 1 more gundam to the collection, i 4got that i had successfully bidded for a Wing gundam O ver.ka, its a special ed gundam...sigh...more burden, lighter wallet

feel damn guilty now...reason...for wat happen today...and yesterday...mi blew mi top at mi entre group members...without any valid reasons...still hate my temper...sorry guys...so very sorry...

again on today, our CC(Course Coordinator) came over to give us a "surprise" childrens' day gift, a box of Merci chocolates. dunno y but felt something in my heart, this lecturer really different lah, its my fortune dat she's our CC.

one more thing, got an internet marketing test on thur...luckily have the whole of tomoro to revise...sigh...even then...hope there's enough time...

"whatever we see in life now...there is something more to it...only the enlightened will see whats beyond life itself...it is something so profound...yet attainable by everyone...as long they are willing to open up and see"
A rough sketch of buddhism...interpreted by stinko

damn sian...because of all the mooncakes surrounding mi...i have put on more weight...die...sian...sigh...ARGH!!! finally done my entre report liao...sigh...

i juz realised that i have in all 7 gundam models to build...WTH!!!

1. 1/100 Kamper
2. 1/144 Gundam Astray Red Frame
3. 1/144 Gundam Astray Gold Frame
4. 1/100 Aegis Gundam
5. 1/100 Gundam Astray Red Frame
6. 1/100 Gundam Astray Blue Frame Second L
7. 1/60 Freedom Gundam

( -_-")

i think mi gonna sell off mi second item...too many to do le...oh damn...wat have i got myself into...i shouldnt even be thinking abt mi gundams...mi shld be thinking abt mi sch work!!! AHHHH!!!!

"there is a balance to everything, including us humans, that is why there is such a thing as karma..."
Stinko...your everyday philosopher~

there's gonna be something every week now...its either a test, a presentation or a project...this is so veri the bad news...considerering the slacker nature in mi...sigh...

-i gotta do a presentation on Biometrics(anybody got an idea wats daT?)
-prepare a brief assesment on my web service...
-another project on Internet Marketing...
-do up a financial report on my Entreprenuership final presentation...
-prepare for a test which is gonna be in say...8 more hrs time???

ohhh....it looks pretty bad...worse part is mi haven finish mi revision(haven even read thru the notes once...) and i already feel like i'm going to "meditate"...

"There is so much to life for us to explore...but knowing too much will burden yourself more often than not...hence...i believe that finding the balance between knowledge and ignorance is a true bliss..."
Stinko...drowsy philosopher on the verge of ~meditating~

i'm feeling veri down...sian...i seem to be so unattached to the world...to everybody...let mi tell u wat happen to mi today(or rather yesterday)...

in the morning...woke up to do my JAVA...work work work til lunch time...then after lunch go sch lor...enthu to carry on mi work...then...there was something strange...none of mi classmates were to be seen...hmmm...funny rite??? dunno lah...mi grp gals were taking a rest..."father" and "mother" go out liao...then the other guys nowhere also...so call them lor...had to call them a few times b4 picking up mi call...seems like they had some plan to go to 1 of the guys place to carry on their work...so mi bo pian lor...come sch 5 min onli go out to find them again...

then at the guy's place...onli managed to do a veri tiny bit...sigh...as mi laptop spoil...veri bad...wanted to go back sch to do...but was feeling terrible (rem i told u i was gonna fall sick?)...so made mi way home lor...wanted to see a doc but father told mi to go tomoro morning...so ok lor...

then at night while staring mi JAVA codes away...mi chatted with another guy on msn...this guy...though he didnt go sch or anything...knew abt all the guys' plans...and even told mi something i didnt...dat the guys were gonna stay over at one of their places to do JAVA...i was with the guys whole afternoon and they didnt even tell mi abt it...sigh...tells u something bah...

sigh...mi felt so left out man...come to think of it...i dun think the guys wanted mi to follow them in the afternoon...shld have guessed...thinking too slow...nvm...i'll see wat i can do on my own bah...

somehow mi juz feel so used...sigh...during the period where the same batch of us guys had to do a job dat required alot of moving around driving...i was the one driving for 3 days straight...if not for the fact i was the onli one with the driving lesson...i doubt i would have been asked along for the job...sigh...now dat mi sux at JAVA...none of the guys care where i am...or watever i'm doing...

sigh...mi no mood to do mi java now...i dun realli care if i fail or not now...wat the hell...

"maybe staying detached from the world is a good thing...u wont be used...and be treated like a fool..."

PS: To those who know who i'm refering to...pls keep this to urself...thanx...i dun wanna talk abt this to the guys...they'll juz think i'm oversensitive(maybe i am...) and always gonna throw mi temper anytime at them...mi dun wan dat...